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--Yunn / Nebbia - 20 - FR/EN--

--Kofi, Carrd, ToyHouse--

Commissions are currently open !

Most of my posts are gonna be OCS, mostly from either KHR or OP,,

I can't stop gushing over this choso commission I got from dogma @lunarscaled

indie anime/manga roleplay blog, penned by gore. 25+ low activity, dash only, & semi-private.

most active fandom(s): baki, dr. stone, & demon slayer

current muses: senku ishigami, baki hanma, & genya shinazugawa

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private rp account for Selina Kyle from Matt Reeve's The Batman universe

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The Penguin spoilers!

est. Jan. 2025

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PORTRAYAL NOTE: Though I've grown up loving Catwoman, I'm by no means an expert on her lore. My knowledge of the comics are limited. This iteration will solely exist in the Matt Reeve's universe with my own headcanons to fill in gaps, along with a few bits taken from other canons. (I'm still down to write her with muses of other universes!)

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one of those concepts where it's a bunch of monsters/demons whatever in like a single friend group and their protagonist a simple ordinary human caught up in their shenanigans except this time the human isn't even the protagonist. they're just a random side character who just happens to be the token human and shows up sometimes and it's like "oh hey it's geoff again" "oh sup"

Autism sucks. I have shitty organizational and math skills and now my future at the college I’ve been accepted to is in danger of being rescinded since I got a D+ in math. Fuck

Not even religious but praying to God and my deceased Grandmother as we speak

►GENERAL:

🌹 Full Name: Aurora Briar La Rose

🌹Age: 16-29

🌹Birthday: February 14th

🌹Sexual Orientation: Asexual

🌹Romantic Orientation: Demi Romantic

► PHYSICAL:

🌹Faceclaim(s): Elle fanning-> Dove Cameron ->Holliday Granger-> Margot Robbie

🌹Eye Color: Violet

🌹Hair Color: Blonde

🌹Height: 5’1

🌹Tattoos, Birthmarks, Scars: small star shaped birthmark on her hip bone.

► RELATIVES:

🌹Father’s Full Name: Verse Dependent

🌹Mother’s Full Name: Verse Dependent

🌹Siblings: Verse Dependent

🌹Spouses: (MULTI SHIP)

► PERSONALITY:

🌹Positive Traits: Bubbly,Friendly,Trusting,Open hearted,

🌹Negative Traits: Stubborn, Possessive, Naive,Bratty

🌹Fears: Losing everyone she loves, Falling in love with the wrong person

🌹Hobbies: Dancing, Painting, Baking, Singing, Drawing

► MISC:

🌹Zodiac Sign: Aquarius ♒️

🌹MBTI: ENFJ (Warm hearted, Outgoing, & Charismatic

🌹Temperament: Sanguine/Chloric

🌹Moral Alignment: Chaotic Good

🌹Primary Vice: Grudges

🌹Primary Virtue: Kindness

🌹Element: Air

🌹Language(s) Spoken: English, Latin, French, Spanish

🌹Accent: none

Me & My Naughty Daydream❤️

I’m laying on my right side and you’re laying on your back. You woke up with a boner. So, you rolled over bhind me. You reached over to touch my(your) pussy. Checking to see if shes wet. And from your surprise, shes soaked. So, you lift up and placed my(your) left leg on top of your(my) left leg. You pulled yourself closer to me and slid yourself into me. You started to fuck me nice and slow. Wanting to feel eeeverything and eeevery inch inside of me. Taking your sweet ass time. Not caring that you’re gonna be late for work. Might as well call in(to which you did afterwards). You’re fucking me nice and slow. But, thrusting in me sooo hard. You’re starting to bcome vocal quietly. Moaning and groaning quietly. I started to wake up and you didn’t noticed that i woke up. I’m lying there gripping on the bed. My(Your) knuckles turning white.

-Fuck! You fuck sooo damn fuckin’ good, daddy! I said in my(your) head. Kept on rolling my(your) eyes back and bitting my(your) bottom lip. Then, i couldn’t help it but let out a soft moan.

-Come here, Lil One! You said as you pulled me into your(my) arms. You picked up the speed a lil faster. Thrusting into your Princess hard.

-Fuck it! You said and started to pound me, harder and faster. I began to whine and whimper.

-Oooh yeah, Baby! Yeah? You like that don’t chya, MY Lil Slut! Pulling me in closer, moving your(my) left hand on my right boob and your(my) right hand on my clit. I bcame vocal! You laid me down and got on top. You spread my(your) legs, lowered yourself as you slid your(my) arms down and around on my(your) legs, your(my) fingers spreading the clit lips to see the head of the clit pop out.

-Mmmmm! You growled and led out a saliva on the clit and when it hit the head of my(your) clit, you lowered your(my) head down and swirled around your(my) hot wet tongue on my(your) clit and sucked on her like a pacifier. When i felt your(my) saliva hit the head of my(your) clit, i moaned loud and as soon as i felt that hot wet tongue of Daddys swirled around on the head of this clit of Daddys, i arched my(your) back, then laid back down. I lift up my(your) booty up.

-Uhhhhh! I moaned. As you gripped this booty of yours. At that, off you went to eating this clit of yours! I begin to squirm and you held me down. I began to squirm a lot. You tied me down with your ties. Not too tight nor too light. Tied by the top of these knees and ankles then went back to eating this clit of yours.

-Ahhhh! You said as you’re eating your clit.

-Oh gosh, yes! I yelled. The vibration of that “ah” on your tongue has you doing other sounds and it has gotten me quiver. The more you went @ it, the more vocal i bcame.

-OH FUCK, DADDY! YE-HE-ESSS! OH FUCK! FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUUUUUCK, DADDY! DADDY! MMMMM! UHHH! SSS-AHHH! DADDY! I said as i’m screaming and cuming. And then, i squirted in your mouth. Next, you untied me and got on top and thrusted in your pussy so hard that you laughed with a growl and i yelled and giggled. I gripped on that smokin’ piece of ass of mine and you gripped on the metal head board.

-Mmmm, Daddy! I said. As i squeezed that fine ass piece of ass of mine.

-Hold on tight, Princess! ‘Cause, Daddy is gonna fuck shit up inside you and we only just started, Lil One. Then, you pulled out slooowww and boom! Thrusted in me hard and you went straight to pounding me. Lifting up my(your) right leg as you kept on pounding me. Our room filled up with our sounds of pleasures.

-My, Princess! My cunt feels so fucking damn good, Babygirl! Then, you switched the rhythm of the pounding. You started pounding me nice and slow. Your(My) head is in my(your) neck. I turned my(your) head to look @ the mirror that was on my side. Working them hips as if you’re giving me a lap dance(rolling your hips movement) and oh gosh! That cock of mine. How it feels so fucking damn good. I went back to looking @ you. But, you was too focus on your movement and vocalizing. I couldn’t help it but to scratch your back all the way down to that ass of mine, run my hands up and down, and gave them a nice squeeze. You growled and stood up. You grabbed my legs from underneath and pounded me like you’ve never pounded a girl before! You began to whine saying that you’re cuming and you wanted me to cum with you. You pounded me harder and faster. I was cuming and you were, toos! You whined and growled. I whined. Yet again…

-We just getting started. Yes, i said this before. But, this cunt of mine is WAY too fuckin’ damn good!

just because I say they might do X for Y reason, it doesn't mean I believe X should be done for Y reason, it doesn't mean I think X should only be done for Y reason, and it doesn't mean Y is the only reason possible for X.

a lot of people argue against shit that wasn't even said and doesn't fucking exist.

people taking your analysis of a situation and report of other people's pov as your personal opinion and beliefs really spike my stress level

I WORKED SO HATD TO PULL MYSELF OUT OF TGAT HOLE AND YOU DRAGGED ME BACK DOWN CUZ OF YOUR OWN FUCKING FEARS

Really can’t seem to catch a break lately.

I’m exhausted.

I want to be someone’s favorite person.

I want to be loved unconditionally.

I want to stop feeling like I’m too much.

I want to stop feeling like I’m never enough.

I want to stop always being the person who never has anybody.

I’m tired of always feeling forgotten.

I’m tired of feeling sad.

I’m tired of feeling bitter.

I’m tired of always feeling like I don’t deserve love.

I’m tired of constantly feeling abandoned by the universe.

I’m tired of being tired.

I’ve had enough lessons.

I’ve had enough of sitting on the bench.

I’ve had enough of things never working out for me.

I’ve had enough of one-sided bullshit.

When the fuck is it going to be my turn?

I know this post isn’t going to go with the usual vibe I want for my blog, but I don’t have anywhere else to say this. So my apologies if it’s a bit of a downer. Just keep scrolling. We’ll be back to our regularly scheduled programming later. This is mostly for me. But anyway…

I’ve been feeling so incredibly lonely lately.

I can’t talk about these feelings with anyone anymore. It’s pointless. I’ve realized that people just don’t want to hear it. Which I totally understand. If you’re experiencing all of these happy milestones (career, love, health, family, etc), the last thing you’d probably want to listen to is an unhappy person who is struggling with the very things you’re thriving in. It probably brings you down. But I really don’t have anyone left at this point to talk to and who would understand. I’m so fucking unhappy. And I feel so fucking unloveable.

I know I’m not a terrible person but sometimes it feels like I am. Otherwise, why is my life like this?

Maybe it’s karma from a previous life that I don’t even remember. Maybe I, unknowingly, crossed a voodoo witch or something. I don’t really know. All I know is, I really want this feeling to go away.

No amount of therapy, self love, going outside and “touching grass,” etc seems to help. I feel like such a shell of a human being right now. I’m so tired and lost.

For any mutuals who see this, if you’ve ever felt this way, has it gotten better? What helped you? Because despite doing everything you’re “supposed to,” I don’t feel any better and things haven’t changed at all for me.

Some days I fear things will never get better for me.

I keep holding onto hope but it’s hard.

It’s even harder when you have to go through something like this alone, because you don’t want to bother anyone anymore.

That’s all I guess…

Until later.

23 April 2023- Reset

So, I know it’s been a while...

I’m sorry for not being consistent with posting on here. It’s been a really rough few months. 

There are multiple sources of the stress I’ve been experiencing, both in my personal life and at work. 

I’ve been really depressed and lonely and have been dealing with a lot of anxiety.

I haven’t been to the gym in several months, so I haven’t even had much to report here anyway...

I’ve been feeling horrible about myself and I feel like my life has been very stagnant. It also doesn’t help that my birthday was just a few days ago. I feel like this has added to the existential dread I’ve been experiencing this weekend...

I know I need to start taking care of myself again. It’s just really hard sometimes.

But, I intend to start doing that. I’m going to treat this coming week as a reset. 

Starting tomorrow, I’m going to restart my health and fitness goals. I’m going to start going to the gym again and incorporate more nutrient-dense foods into my diet. I’m going to start focusing on myself and my needs more. I’m going to revisit the vision board I made for this year and remind myself about the intentions I, originally, had for 2023 (before stuff started going to shit). I’m going to start journaling again. I’m going to become re-attuned to my spirituality and more proactive with my spiritual practices (e.g., manifesting, cleansing, meditating, etc.). I’m going to start trusting myself again and working on improving my intuition. I’m going to be more consistent with self-care. I’m going to continue to go to therapy and heal. 

I’ll do whatever it takes to start feeling better again.

12 November 2022- I’m Back :)

Hey! It’s definitely been a while...

I’ve still been liking and reblogging some posts here and there...but not very frequently. It’s been a while since I’ve made a post of my own.

Honesty, I’ve been trying to limit how much I use social media. A few months ago, I deactivated my Instagram again (it has stayed deactivated since then). Last month, I, finally, deactivated my Facebook. If there was a way I could, temporarily, deactivate Snapchat, I would... 

I don’t want to blame my insecurities only on social media, but social media has definitely not helped. I end up in this cycle of always deactivating, then reactivating and hurting my own feelings, which leads to a mental breakdown and me deactivating again. I’m sick of it.

Anyway, I’ve decided to just stay off Instagram and Facebook indefinitely. I’m not going to enter that deactivate then reactivate cycle anymore. It’s not healthy. 

Tumblr is nice though...at least my mutuals are :)

I’m really thankful that I have not seen anything problematic on my dashboard (I’m assuming it will stay that way). 

I really like the energy you all have. There have been a few times, during these past few weeks, that I have scrolled on the Tumblr app as an escape.

I don’t want to just scroll anymore, though. I want to participate again. So...this is me, officially, coming back to Tumblr again. 

I want to get back on track (I wonder how many times I’ve said some variation of that statement here lol) with my goals. 

I was also thinking of expanding what I post here. For example I have been, recently, rediscovering my love for reading. I think it would be fun to share some of the books I’ve been reading and plan to read...or maybe I could even make another blog...

Either way, my point is, I’m going to be more active on here again. 

Tonight (or tomorrow morning) I’m going to take some time to really write out what it is I want to accomplish for the rest of this year. I’m also going to start thinking about how I want my 2023 to look. Before I know it, 2022 is going to be over and I’m going to have to make a new vision board...

Looking forward to being back :)

So...I, temporarily, deactivated my Instagram account just now. I also wanted to, temporarily, deactivate my Facebook, but then I remembered I helped run a page for a club I was in last year. This page still, occasionally, gets liked to this day. I’m not 100% sure how deactivating would affect the visibility of this page, so I’m just going to leave my account alone and, instead, log out out and delete the app from my phone. 

I still feel pretty good about Insta though. Honestly, out of all my social media, this one causes me the most pain (lol). I found myself checking it more constantly. I would attribute this to the fact that the semester ended a couple of weeks ago, which has left me with more free time. I found myself comparing my life with other people’s lives a lot more than usual. This made me start feeling bad about myself and even made me forget about my own recent accomplishments. I also checked the page of someone I should not be checking on (I just know my friends are going to scold me when I tell them about this). This is, mostly, because it always ends with me getting my feelings hurt when I do. Long story short...did not go well. I saw something I wish I didn’t see that ended up crushing my self-esteem even more (learned my lesson).

Anyway, I think I really do need this break from social media (excluding tumblr of course). I’m going to use these next few months to really focus on myself. I’m going to make my physical, mental, and spiritual health top priorities this summer. 

13 May 2022

My dog died 2 days ago and I’m still heartbroken.

Honestly, it feels so surreal knowing that I’m never going to see her again. 

I’ll never hear her barking at the birds whenever they’re hanging out on the lawn or at whatever neighbor’s cat that’s strolling along our fence.

When I step inside my house, I’m never going to see her rushing over to greet me. 

I’m never going to be able to take her on walks again.

Or pet her.

Or see her lie down by my feet in my room, while I’m watching tv or playing video games or doing homework.

I’m never going to be able to take her hiking like I had always wanted to, but never found the time to (now I’m really wish I had...)

It probably seems silly to some people to be feeling so emotional over a dog, but she wasn’t just a dog. She was basically family. She joined my family when when she was just a few weeks old. We basically raised her and I had some milestone years with her as well. To top it all off, she was going to turn 11 years old this month...

I know bigger dogs don’t live as long as smaller dogs, but I was really hoping I had at least a couple more years with her. With me moving back to my family home, since I graduate soon, I was looking forward to being home more often. Instead of having to go back and forth between two cities because of work and school.

I feel so bad because I feel like I didn’t have enough time with her. Like I said, the past few years, I was not consistently with her because of work and school. 

Now she’s gone and I’m never going to get that lost time back.

So, my birthday was last week (got to kiss my health insurance good bye btw) and I just realized I had not yet updated my age in my bio...but for anyone who cares, I have, officially, made it to 26 lol 

7 February 2022

TW: mention of calories

Just a brief check in today. No long, venting post this time.

Anyway...today went pretty well. I didn’t make it to the gym like I, originally, had planned. However, I was very mindful with what I ate today. I even managed to incorporate some vegetables and fruit. But, I also made sure to not deprive myself. For instance, after lunch today, I really wanted a cookie, so I had a cookie. AND...I didn’t feel bad about it all. I didn’t immediately head to the gym to work off the calories (which is something I would have done a few years ago).

I’d also like to highlight the fact that I went shopping for clothes this past weekend...and guess what? I didn’t have my usual mental breakdown in any of the fitting rooms I used (can’t wait to report this to my therapist LOL).

Overall, I’m really proud of myself. I know that meeting all of my goals will take longer than I’m used to, as I’m doing it with a healthier mindset this time. But, I know that, in the long run, this will be the best and most sustainable way. :)