A prophet of worm worshippers. (Definitely not a guy with athetosis!!)
171 posts
I wanna back in this summer. It was... Good. But times passing, things are changing, so I hope that summer in 2024 will be good.
I've never understood why people keeps making stereotypes about non-binaries, agenders, and etc. I guess that society needs a lot of time to understand that even if you're non-binary you don't need to always look androgynous! Even if you're nonbinary, you still can look feminine or masculine, because your appearance will never affect on who you are! And we also can wear skirts and etc, because clothes haven't got gender! Unfortunately not all people understand it...
High blood pressure sucks, especially when you're 13 years old ☠️☠️☠️
I hate and don't understand why people still mispronouncing me, even after I said to them that my pronouns are it/its or they/them, but those people still call me "girl". And the most interesting thing that even if I'd born as man, I'd still dealing with this... I hate the fact that I can't be person without gender, I'm tired
Okay, okay, I try to understand everything, but... why PE it's required? I know that sports it's important, and it helps being healthy, and etc, but why I should do sports when after run I feel nausea? Why can't I just do some exercises, and that's all? For example, I also have problems with hands (tremor, but for now I'm not diagnosed yet) and my tremor gets harder and harder when I do sports, and in the end I feel bad and humiliated. So why can't I just don't go on PE?
I don't understand why some people think that I need partner, fiancé and etc. Why just they don't get the fact that I don't need relationship, if I ever will wanna live with someone, I'd choose live with friends, but I guess that it's better to live alone in your own house.
Also the same story with pronouns, why when I use she/her everything's okay, but when I start to use they/them I just "trying to seek attention", or when people mispronounce you, and it's was done on purpose. Do they really think that my personality will change because of pronouns?
Cancel school psychology tests, please
Yippee! Finally day off !
I don't understand how people can compare humanitarian sciences and Natural Sciences, it's DIFFERENT things, DIFFERENT!
I'm glad that my classmates don't use Tumblr and using VK, because if they were there everyone would know about my problems
The only things that help me these days it's Tumblr and Character AI... I wish bots from C.AI were real
I wish, I could just die and don't suffer anymore, fuck my life
I'm feeling useless, maybe I'm just fooling myself, huh?
I hate when someone says that I'm pretending that I have tremor, do you want to say that I'm "pretending" for 2 months?
I'm proud to be an armored weapon!
I guess that when I'll back to home, I'll cut myself... looks like it became a habit, haha
English in school sucks, I prefer 2 lessons of physics more, than this shit
I wish I knew math, this probably would make my life better...
I wanna die
I hate tremor, just... why does my hand shaking without a reason for month? Plus people start to think that I'm nervous, and some of them don't care that it can be connected with another reason, and that it's an disease... Btw, I'm a bit scared of what might it be. It can be problems with nervous system, mental health or even brain! This makes me a bit sad, I guess I'll stop here:(
Aaah, why is it so cold in Siberia? I know that it should be cold here, but not like that! I hate these moments when I'm getting too cold and because of that I'm starting to shake. And mostly people become concern about me... I hope that I won't shake today, ahaha!