A/n - Sorry I Was Gone Guys My Depression Got Really Bad :p

SHARING THIS FOR MY FRIEND!! PLEASE REPOST!!

the mask goes on the minute other people look.

make eye contact. too much, look away. now smile and nod. stop bouncing your leg. make them like you.

those are his thoughts. because too many people have called him weird. too many people have pointed and laughed. too many people made fun of him for just being himself.

oh, but you..

you remind him it's okay to unmask. you smile, listening to him ramble about his interests. you could listen for hours and never get bored.

when you notice his discomfort in a crowd. when you help him communicate when he's too overwhelmed to talk.

with you, the ribbon that holds the mask together comes undone. with you, his mask falls to the ground.

POE, RANPO, dazai, GIYUU, kenma, l lawliet, near, WANDERER, AL HATHIAM, kaveh, LYNEY, and any of your autistic favorites!

this is posted pretty late cause the wi-fi at school sucks, but here are some pretty photos

it was fun cause we were on the grid, away from the rest of the school. me and the other guard girlies (gender neutral) had a lot of fun.

guys i’m so sorry. marching season is starting up so i’ve been super busy. i also got grounded so i couldn’t use my laptop and i hate writing on my phone. but i promise i’ll get to requests and such. TwT.

in other news, i’m fifteen now so i’ll add that to my bio later. :3

Hi :> I have never requested anything on tumblr before lol. But I wanna see a Nagito or Izuru x (Ultimate fashion designer) (Fem or gender neutral) reader!

It can be oneshots or headcanon or WHATEVER!! But I really wanna see one of them both :)

Thank you for your time!!!🎀

a/n: uhhh sure. i have been pretty busy with winter guard rehearsals so im getting all my requests done at once lmao. and i have no idea how to write izuru. but anyways, enjoyyyy! notes: ____ is just a better way of saying y/n

nagito

so to start, i've said this before, but he will absolutely attend all of your runway shows! hell, he'll even model for you. let him be your mannequin.

he loves beautiful things! like your designs!

and he's a rich boy.

you need a really expensive type of fabric?

done.

a rare color?

already bought.

he just wants to see you be happy

you're sitting facedown at your sewing machine, frustrated about your upcoming show this weekend. things can't go any worse. three of your models got sick, one had to cancel because of a family emergency, and, to top it all off, the lace you ordered isn't gonna come in till next week!

suddenly, you hear a soft knock that breaks you out of your frustrations.

"____..? you okay?" it's the sound of your boyfriend's raspy voice.

"no. this show's got me in a tough spot and i'm literally about to scream," you grumble into the table. your mind is numb at this point.

he silently stares at you, worried for both your physical and mental health. he tip-toes over to you and gently plays with your hair.

"how 'bout you take a break..? i know it might not be the best to spend time with the likes of me, but i think you should decompress a little..."

you look up, eyes red and puffy from crying. you slightly nod.

"yeah.. i think that's for the best.."

izuru

he would genuinely be impressed

someone with an actual fashion sense?

finally, someone who doesn't bore him to death.

in all seriousness, he wants you to succeed.

so, he'll do anything to get you there

even if it means doing some... unsavory things

he is the ultimate everything.. and that includes murderer

you aways wonder just how rival designers go missing when you need them to or why a venue that initially turned you down came crawling back...

also, being the ultimate everything, he'll probably know some tips on how to do that really complex sewing pattern you've been trying for ages to figure out.

he might not like most people, but he certainly does like you.

you're relaxing by the fireplace, drawing up sketches on your tablet. winter is almost over, so it's high time you start working your spring collection.

already cozy, you feel an even cozier presence sit next to you. you smile warmly, immediately recognizing who it is.

"i see you're all warm now, my love," you giggle, giving izuru a small peck on the lips.

he nods slightly in response with a faint blush on his face. "yes indeed," he pauses for a moment as he peers over your shoulder to silently study your sketches, "don't use tool there, it'll make it look tacky."

you shrug him off. "yeah, yeah.." you say as you throw your tablet aside and cuddle to him.

he just stares down, a small smile on his face.

reblog for old man yaoi

a/n- bbg chuuya is on his way i promise

marina and the ada (pt 1)

cw - implied p*edophilia (by mori) in yosano’s

kunikida

“all my life, i’ve been fighting for what i believe”

a man so utterly obsessed with his ideals

but the world won’t ever align with them

he can’t help but feel that his ideal world is only make believe. he can’t help but feel that that the only why to truly live in a world of his ideals is the world in his dreams.

ranpo

“if you are not very careful, your possessions will posses you. tv taught me how to feel; now real life has no appeal”

he is the world’s greatest detective. he has the world’s greatest mind. and he knows it.

he spent all his life thinking that everyone was just as smart as he is. but he was wrong.

now, he has to stop himself every time. what he thinks is obvious cannot be said. that is what he was taught.

and when one is constantly trying to mask their true self, depression is inevitable.

yosano

“why be a wallflower when you can be a venus fly trap?”

she never had the chance to be a little girl. she had to learn to fight back.

when she worked as a nurse in the war, she had to be smart. she had to be snarky to deal with his advances.

and so, that’s how she grew up: a snarky, smart, serious girl.

DONT SCROLL THIS IS IMPORTANT!

im begging anyone who sees this post to prevent rapesexual, im begging you. no one will see this but if you do reblog to get the message out that these fuckers exist and dont deserve to exist heres the flag so you can know who to fucking block, report and tell to fuck off

i dont want this to ruin the pride and help with self esteem of being lgbtq+ so a signal boost from larger accounts might be nice

a/n- i know i haven’t been posting like normal and i’ve kinda been going off the rails. i’m sorry. i’ve been super busy with color guard and i’ve had state exams for the past three weeks. so have a little bit of an odd formatted treat.

nerd boys who blush at the tiniest bit of flirting. it’s funny. just a quick blown kiss will send them into overdrive. they put their hands over their face to hide the ever growing blush. pay them a compliment and they’ll fold.

POE, atsushi, SIGMA, giyuu, obanai, GOROU, LEVIATHAN

clown boys who love to do the dumbest shit with you. cringe tik tok eboy cosplay? sign them the hell up. going out to a playground at three am to disturb the peace? already on the way to your house. you want, they’re down for.

dazai, NIKOLAI, ranpo, UZUI, douma, venti, KEAYA, ITTO, childe, MAMMON

sweet boys who memorize every detail about you. they show up in your doorstep every valentine’s day with your favorite candy, your favorites, and other assortments of your favorites. wanting to do everything they can and taking care of you is their love language.

chuuya, kunikida, THOMA, zhongli, ayato, kaveh, BARBATOS, SIMEON

strict boys who, even if they have a tendency to not show it, they love you. they’ll tell you off and whatnot. they’ll argue with you. but, at the end of the day, they’re at your beck and call.

fyodor, fukuzawa, AKUTAGAWA, SANEMI, DILUC, CYNO, tighnari, neuvillette, LUCIFER

Hiiii! I’m back at it again ;>

Like always, I wanna request a Nagito or Izuru x reader that wants to have a born to die summer and basically forces Nagito or Izuru do do it with her! I KNOW it’s like not summer but I just can’t wait for it😔

Anyways, please and thank you‼️🎀

a/n - girl i am so sorry about how late this is. i was procrastinating so hard on this and my director has been on our asses about getting the gym ready for the comp we're hosting this friday T_T also i did nagito cause my brain cannot imagine izuru in this scenerio

does he understand what it is? no. (and neither do i) is he doing it because you forced him to? yes. he's a rich boy. and he can totally afford it. running around cali with his partner might cause his fair skin a wicked sunburn, but it's all for his pookie he also likes beautiful things, and those red sunglasses? so pretty <3 also, i peg him as the type of person to make a perfectly curated playlist for the summer.

he looks at you worriedly, hiding under the umbrella shielding you two from the summer sun. "___, can we go inside?"

"but pookie! we haven't even gone in the water!" you protest, struggling to open a coke bottle. but you have to admit, the sun is beating down real hard.

suddenly, a gust a wind blows straight into your face, knocking down the umbrella and your sunglasses. nagito looks at you worriedly.

"yeah.. we can," you yell, chasing after the umbrella.