No One Could Ever Love You Like I Do

i always say morning instead of good morning

because if it were a good morning id be playing videogames with a boyfriend that i do not have

yknow i was talking to this one dude for a minute that love bombed me and now theyve disappeared and i think its been a week since they last bothered to speak to me ☠️ disappointed but not surprised

being a shut book has its benefits

ugh

im yearning again.........

even after i concluded that dating isnt for me

i guess the appeal of being loved won't go away even though the thought of loving someone sounds so tiring

like man

heartbreak gets exhausting after a while

yknow

"i love loser men!!!"

"i love yappers!!"

"i love emo boys!!"

"i love trans men!!"

IM RIGHT HEREEEEEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I don't think wanting to be love makes you weak, just don't let the pain make your heart cold !! :)

i don't think i have much of a choice ☠️ but i appreciate the sentiment

not yearning as much today

im fine with this

bro im partially going insane in real time. im about to become one of those stupidass alpha males that get overly protective of their lovers and shit (except i dont have a lover but thats besides the point)

like highkey i am in desperate need to be possessive over somebody. i wanna latch onto someone like a damn leech and never let them go. i want to make sure that a person never needs anything else except for me. just me, me, me, me, me. pay attention to me

idk where these feelings really came from, but i guess after being abandoned (again) in my last relationship, a switch kinda went off in my brain and now i want to ensure im never left alone ever again

now i just want to make sure that a person doesnt love anyone else romantically except for me

i want to make sure my partner loves me and is as head over heels for me as i am for them

i want them to love me just as much as the day they fell for me

i want their love for me to be just as intense

like bro im already picturing myself physically grabbing my lover and holding them close to me so they cant get up to leave

i mean obviously he would have to get up eventually but bruh for the time being i need you With Me and i never want you going Anywhere Else except for right here . with me

me me me me me

me

these feelings are so intense im tearing up

even though im not upset or sad

fuck this is weird

pathetic loser yearning again

what else is new

i need somebody who'll let me spam their notifications with my random ass dumbass thoughts and ideas

somebody that doesn't mind walls of text......

i feel stupidly needy right now

im left alone for 2 seconds and now im all ansty and eager to interact with people

wanting any kind of positive attention