I Feel Stupidly Needy Right Now

no one could ever love you like i do

somebody be in love with me now

how nice itd be to be loved for who you are

to not be abandoned

to actually be cared about

to be cherished despite your flaws

i need that so bad bruh

bro im partially going insane in real time. im about to become one of those stupidass alpha males that get overly protective of their lovers and shit (except i dont have a lover but thats besides the point)

like highkey i am in desperate need to be possessive over somebody. i wanna latch onto someone like a damn leech and never let them go. i want to make sure that a person never needs anything else except for me. just me, me, me, me, me. pay attention to me

idk where these feelings really came from, but i guess after being abandoned (again) in my last relationship, a switch kinda went off in my brain and now i want to ensure im never left alone ever again

now i just want to make sure that a person doesnt love anyone else romantically except for me

i want to make sure my partner loves me and is as head over heels for me as i am for them

i want them to love me just as much as the day they fell for me

i want their love for me to be just as intense

like bro im already picturing myself physically grabbing my lover and holding them close to me so they cant get up to leave

i mean obviously he would have to get up eventually but bruh for the time being i need you With Me and i never want you going Anywhere Else except for right here . with me

me me me me me

me

these feelings are so intense im tearing up

even though im not upset or sad

fuck this is weird

this image is so me . i love gift giving cuz as fucking insane and deranged i can be for a person on the inside, its one of the few ways i can actually like. Express my care and love for a person. because i suck at being vulnerable and shit

only problem is im broke

i always say morning instead of good morning

because if it were a good morning id be playing videogames with a boyfriend that i do not have

how down bad am i for a relationship if im looking at ships i like and wishing i had that

am i cooked

my tumblr for you page is the most depressing thing ever . why is there quotes about heartbreak everywhere and being depressed. Quit targeting me

ugh

im yearning again.........

even after i concluded that dating isnt for me

i guess the appeal of being loved won't go away even though the thought of loving someone sounds so tiring

like man

heartbreak gets exhausting after a while

yknow

i need annoy the life out of somebody

i want to have such an impact on someone's life to where theyre thinking of me 24/7

i want to hold them down and never let them go