Sometimes I Feel Like A Retired War Veteran In His 40s Trying To Adapt Back Into A Normal Life ☠️

how nice itd be to be loved for who you are

to not be abandoned

to actually be cared about

to be cherished despite your flaws

i need that so bad bruh

i gotta rip my heart outta my chest

yearning again but i already know id get hurt if someone tried to love me

that sounds so edgy but ☠️ its the truth

its like romantic relationships for me are like abuse simulators

lord have mercy

despite everything ive endured i still crave that feeling of being loved with no strings attached

can someone put me down ☠️

somebody be in love with me now

uhhhh what do guys like

do guys like possessive dudes

except the possession in question is mostly kept to himself because he wouldnt wanna sabotage the relationship with irrational fears and feelings

because if so HEEEEEEY HAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIII (spontaneously combusts)

i feel like that "forever alone" meme from the 2000s ☠️

i like men

i love men

i wanna date a man

yeah that's it

i always say morning instead of good morning

because if it were a good morning id be playing videogames with a boyfriend that i do not have

"galaxy rangers and knights of beauty...who would let us join forces?"

hi, my name is chuck! im 20, autistic + adhd, transgender and i want some friends. no minors!!🚫

im really big on videogames right now, so ill list some i enjoy:

honkai star rail

red dead redemption 2

genshin impact

roblox

splatoon 2 and 3

mario games on the switch

mascot horror

visual novel games

i also enjoy singing, music, character design, and animation

lets be friends if this interests you!!

note: i dont reply to ageless blogs. i will flat out ignore you if i dont know whether or not youre around my age.

"do not be crass, my silver cowboy!"

i feel stupidly needy right now

im left alone for 2 seconds and now im all ansty and eager to interact with people

wanting any kind of positive attention