Ugh, the lyrics that I wrote are so bad. I'm done trying to write lyrics. Vocals don't have to have words. I have to push through this mental fog and try to actually make good music. Waking up from deep depression is so hard, but it is possible. Mental effort will help to clear the fog away.
I have trouble making friends Maybe I will write a poem View the problem through a lens Welcome them into my home Daily Affirmation: My name is Blue, and I have the potential to do good things.
Okay, lyrics for the song are done, I think. The next step is writing out the sheet music. I have tried to keep the problem as simple as possible, But I am not recording any music today. That was silly. I have to rehearse the music first until performing it is automatic. I don't get to skip work just because I have talent.
I am addicted to the hatred of others in my community. Dear hometown, I drink your hatred of me like the finest craft root beer. I will never stop panhandling. I will never stop begging. Because your hatred makes me feel alive. All I am doing is asking for help. The more everyone in my community hates me, the more confident I am in my moral superiority. I don't care about your money, hometown. That is just a bonus. I want you to give me all of your disgusting, evil hatred for the poor, because I love it!
Frankly, I am getting tired of these "daily affirmations." There are better ways to boost my self-esteem. One more affirmation, perhaps. My name is Blue. I am undefined. I defy explanation. I am a random person who has had a random life.
I lost my job. Affirmation of the Day: My name is Blue, and my existence has value.
I need to work from home because I get panic attacks. Making music is my best chance at earning a living online. I have depression. I have to start writing the sheet music now, while I'm not feeling well. The mental effort will slowly improve my mood as I work. Waiting for the depression to go away never works. The depression will always be there. The only way to improve the depression is to summon the willpower to be productive. I know that the music will be good enough to earn donations. I just have to have faith and trust the process.
I am a former choir singer and a former church guitarist. I feel inspired to compose music again. I have a song in mind. I just need to write it down and practice it. I promise you that my voice is much better than my drawings. I'll make an anonymous Bandcamp account and post a link to the song later.
Affirmation of the Day: My name is Blue, and I have a nice smile.
Let Bert do his thing. He got flow.
i’m losing my mind
∅ Hello, I'm Blue! ∅ I put the letters in different quadrants this time. I'm so clever!
Hi, my name is Blue! Nonbinary, agender, they/them, 37.This blog is art therapy. Secondary blog: tumblr.com/bluesketchblue
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