“Shawty So Bad In The Soul That My Heart Got A Boner.”

underneath everything that is deeply wrong with me is snoopy. he is me. i am him. he is the only reminder that the child whose life i once lived continues to live through me now

what a strange thing it is to have your heart in one place and your body in another

Guy who watched Rocky Horror one time:

MODESTY IS A FACADE!! PROFESSIONALISM IS A SCAM!!! EVERYONE GET SEXIER AND GROSSER NOW!!!!!!

“There’s a special place in my heart for the ones who were with me at my lowest and still loved me when I wasn’t very loveable.”

— Yasmin Mogahed

i have this terrible thing inside of me that is lodged in the back of my throat. it tears at me, constricts my breathing. i don't think it will ever go away. i am so tired. tired of being angry, tired of trying to be strong when i'm not, tired of being scared. i'm not living, i'm not here. i can't keep it together, i've been falling apart, when i was never even put together in the first place. will i be okay? will i stop crying in public? will this emptiness cease? i can't do this anymore, i can't live like this

My most shameful secret and deepest desire is simply this: I want more than anything to be beautiful.

Värmland, Sweden (December 22, 2023).

I need to put down the cup 💔

I wish I liked myself

Yearning for a sign that will never come