hi tumblr how we doing
hey google what do you do when you were supposed to be dead by now but now shit is serious and you genuinely have to consider college and your future
Sometimes, all we really need is to be heard without having to fight for it.
I brought up how I felt—disconnected, unsure, a little tired of carrying the weight of unspoken things. And for once, I wasn’t met with defensiveness or silence. I was met with understanding. With effort. With a gentle “let’s fix this.”
It reminded me that love shouldn’t feel like walking on eggshells. It shouldn’t leave you questioning your worth or your voice. Sometimes, the simplest conversations can feel like healing.
I’m learning that being heard without having to explain myself twice is a kind of love I didn’t know I needed. I don’t need perfect. I just need real.
My mother, was God before I knew what God was
My father, was an angel, abandoned, fallen, blood still smeared on his ivory wings
I tend to forget that God seemed to forge the fall of Satan
But I am reminded when I find feathers painted with maroon in the corners of my mind
How long do we have before the love starts to rot?
Do you always have to look your lover in the eye when you twist the knife?
Was the gun pointed at his temple or yours?
this dude. i feel the emptiness of my friend’s absence after every hangout and it cripples me. or something
googling shit like "why do i feel bad after hanging out with my friends" and all of the answers are either "you need better friends" (i don't; my friends are wonderful) or "your social battery is drained, you need to rest and regain your energy levels" (i don't; i've got tons of energy, it's just manifesting as over-the-top neurotic mania). why is this even happening. it's like some stupid toll i have to pay as a punishment for enjoying myself too much
This is my King
i love my friends so much!!!
i see the universe in their eyes, the warmth in their smiles, the love in their hearts. i am so glad i have people that allow me to love them.
anyway, just wanted to post something more lighthearted.
Wish I could be committed to literally anything