starting off the morning with extreme anxiety because I don't wanna go to school, woke up absolutely way too early so that's even less sleep, woke up to messages from A, who I haven't heard in 4 months and I don't want to open them
increased anxiety and suicidal ideations this morning, such fun
How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.
we are all born to die right? so is it wrong of me to speed up the process?
i can't get you to understand a single bit. so why bother trying, why dont I just leave again, and not temporarily this time.
what an unlovable thing i’ve become.
i’m such a “i want your attention” but “won’t bother you” kinda person
found out bf now has a tumblr through my other blog (he followed it)
better hope he never stumbles onto this side and find this account
yeah so, I got got. I knew it would happen eventually but still feels like being hit by a semi
gonna try to tag everyone I can remember
@love-stuck @sewerslidalfaggot @grimnmm @pinkbunnieskill @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @emandcries @gruesomeghost-boy @ima-end-itt @soontobe-onlyamemory @aloneshecries @thebpdcrybaby (i cant remember some properly, I'm sorry)
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