“um Lesbians Cant Say Faggot 🥺” Sybau

got bit by a brown recluse. not once, not twice, THREE TIMES. dude must’ve got stuck in my pant leg a few days ago and i’ve finally realized what the bites are from. ughhshshhhs i’m COOKED

god forbid a woman is boring and a low achiever and likes to drink

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reaction emoji and leftovers from me making emoji combos yk what sure !!

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hi random ramble abt my mom cuz she occupies my mind at least twice a week unfortunately

i was looking thru my book collection and found a child called “it” by dave pelzer and fuck dude. my mom forced me to read it like a year and a half ago so i would “know what real abuse was” and see “how bad she could REALLY be”. the books an autobiography by dave abt how he was horribly (and i mean horribly. like huge tw for literally everything u can think) abused by his mother. it didnt make me appreciate how my mother treated me. it made me scared that she threatened she could be that way. and it wasn’t just threats. she did do horrible things to me. she broke a plate over my head once. she puts her cigarettes out on me and all sorts of fucked shit you shouldn’t do to someone. ever. i can’t even think abt some of it without going insane so i just push it down and pretend it never happened. her making me read that book was basically the beginning of her being absolutely cruel to me. and she wanted me to be grateful that it wasn’t as bad as dave’s story. that didn’t help, it just made me feel like my experiences or trauma or whatever was invalid because someone always has it worse. like i’ve no reason to complain, at least xyz isn’t happening to me. idk i’m gonna end up re-reading it and feel icky all over again one of these days but yay i hate my mom ♥️

i love my friends i said i was hungry like nonchalantly to just chat and he just whips out a little raspberry lemon cake and gives it to me :3 SWEETNESS!!! AND AS I TYPED THIS I WAS WALKING THRU THE HALLS AND I KID U NOT I GOT ACKNOWLEDGED BY 6 OF MY FRIENDS HOLYYY SHIT i love life guys what

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fav color: yellow or green… hm..

last song: summertime - the sundays

currently reading: fanfiction 🥀

currently watching: nothing…i have commitment issues..

currently craving: chocolate milk !!!

coffee or tea: both both i fuck up both

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favorite color ꕀ green and brown last song ꕀ tú by maye currently reading ꕀ the luminaries by susan dennard currently watching ꕀ the great british baking show currently craving ꕀ massaman curry. like always. and like. alcohol and a couple cigs HAHA. a break too :P coffee or tea ꕀ always tea! i don't like coffee

ty for the tag @saltcxrcle ! tagging: @lelapine @toadspondofwhimsy @outof-spite @h0neyst4rz @hhoneylemon @our-lady-of-venom

“cats can’t claw self portraits” god forbid my cat is artistically gifted???

(context- i cut a cats face onto my thigh while i was in my insane era and it’s scarred and isn’t going away like at all)

the unsent project makes me CRAZY i love overanalyzing those dumbass anon msgs and pretending they’re for me (they definitely aren’t but it’s fun to read)

forced to say 'it's okay' instead of throwing a chair at them

i hate when i get the most gorgeous cunty wonderful picture of myself but then can’t post it because it’s smth you’d see in a playboy magazine. ghis is unfair