I Feel Like Enoch Collects Things Like A Little Crow And (very Rarely) Gives Them To People He Likes

Reblog for a miracle to happen tonight

very bad nightmare

Hey guys,

I ended up having a very difficult night last night, had a couple nightmares, but one specifically happened after I woke up at 4:25 am

my cat had been chewing on my draw strings so I tried to pry his mouth open (they are plastic and falling apart, I didn’t want him to choke) and he bit down on my finger and it started bleeding a lot so I got up and cleaned the bite

Normally, after waking up early and walking around for 5 minutes and then going back to sleep leads me to having prophetic dreams or lucid dreams, last night was prophetic and unfortunately a terrible nightmare to wake up to

I don’t want to get into it too far, but it had a people from my CR who are currently going through something difficult, and in the dream they were suffering from something/someone else I know

after having prophetic dreams I wake up with intense worry and a pushing feeling to check in on them, I can’t with one since they are in the hospital

I’m going to consult my tarot deck today to get some more information about whether it was prophetic or not, and what I can do to help or stop/lessen whatever is coming

I might post my spread and the meanings behind the cards

I hope you all have blessed days 🫶

one of my other favorite hyperfixations 🩷🙏

(I totally don’t have an EAH DR 🤭🤫🫶)

Angst early in the morning? Sign me up!

TW: talk of death, coping skills, grief, difficulty

The immediate life after Victor died:

We were all in shock, especially Wyn, and that resulted in us being completely nonverbal for about a month and a half. All that was heard in our home were wails and sniffling, and I would often wake up to Wyn, Olive, and Claire curled up to me on my bed with my cats.

It was awful.

Everyone wore mourning clothes for 3-4 years after, but Miss P still wears them in respect, and also the fact I know she hasn't gotten over it. I don't think any of us have

I remember Fiona and Hugh taking care of his side of the garden and bringing him fresh flowers to his room each day

Enoch had passed out multiple times a week of exhaustion from overusing his peculiarity, everyone, especially Bronwyn, begged him to revive Vic for even just a moment.

Horace sewed Victor a 7-day wardrobe completely by himself, and Miss P would change his clothes each day (while she sobbed, seeing her like that broke me, I would hold her tightly to help)

Olive and Claire wouldn't leave each other's side, every moment they spent together because of the fear they had of losing more family

Millard made an entire biography on Victor's life and keeps it by Vic's bedside table

Emma was very aggressive, she would burn down trees and scream a lot (outside of the house), part of her was having a difficult time knowing the truth of their lives and the loss of our dear friend

Miss P wouldn't allow me to run errands for her outside the loop for a while after that, she was completely terrified of losing anyone else

She became so overprotective that she would scan the house all hours of the day & night, as an ymbryne it is common to only have 2 hours of sleep, but even she was pushing it to 30 minutes.

I would consistently try to use my feathers to save him, I was so distraught that I would end up turning back to dust once a week from using all of my feathers. By the 10th time I had "dusted" (I use this term for when I turn into ash as a pheonix and then revive after another 24 hours) Miss P begged me to stop because it was starting to hurt me even more

What brought me to creating this post was the dream I had last night; it was during the 3-4 years we had spent mourning, in the dream I awoke next to Victor lying in his bed, I was bent over myself, clutching feathers, when Bronwyn and Enoch came in to carry me off to my bed, and then I woke up from the dream crying.

so like…this is my Bill and Ted DR in a nutshell but we are a throuple 🤪

Imagine

Bill, you, and Ted have been best friends since childhood. You’ve always been inseparable. By the time you all reached high school, you and Ted became a couple.

Maybe someone could write a ff about this?

good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

terrifying (shifted to the wrong reality one to many times, explosives + minefields were involved 😭)

but in all honestly shifting is such an extraordinary feeling and experience, the rest of my experiences are positive 👍

have you shifted before? if so, how was the experience?

nope

sending love ❤️

hmmm…something about this just screams “Althea Grimmelwald” .. I couldn’t possibly fathom why though 🤔🤨🧐

Cynthia Matthews. Bike on 5th Avenue

a silly teehee I made

(So like, I LOVE plushies, specifically Squishables, I want to make a collection of them and when I saw these two I immediately had to make this meme)