"if i told you that I was raped, do you really think that anybody would think i didn't ask for it? i didn't ask for it, i won't testify, i already fucked up my story" π
i wonder how it feels when he comes in me? like i would probably get so filled up right? would it be warm when it comes out and pours in me? lol, it reminds me of icing on a cake hehe :3
(π INCLUDES MATURE CONTENT)π 17/4/24: i don't think i would consider myself being petite tbh, he's just big! and then he started kissing me and we started kissing under the shower and he then started massaging my nipple, i'm just being honest..he was doing that and then he licked it for a second and i was moaning but damn i was turned on myself by the sounds i made bcz how do i manage to sound hot?!?!? like i'm not even lying and pookie was hard af atp...he then got on his knees and started kissing on my thigh and he got to my hips and he was telling me to keep looking at him whilst and tell him whether i was liking what he was doing to me, i nodded my head bcz it was fcking amazing, then he stopped kissing me and he asked if i was ready (idk what for tbh but i said yeah) and this man gently started rubbing on my cl1t in circles and he was watching my face as he did it then he was looking back at it and he kept doing it for a few minutes and he was telling me to not make too much noise and i had to bite my lips to keep it down but i was still moaning...he kept massaging it, continuously rubbing it in circles and he could tell that my whole area was getting wet quick! he giggled a little and he told me not to squirt on his face and he said i could only do stuff like that after marriage...he stopped rubbing my clit and he was looking down that area like he was examining it or something (boy i haven't been used if that's what you were checking for!) and he spat on his finger and he started rubbing at my entrance and how tf could i handle that?! i was going to cry and he asked if i could handle what he was about to do and i was like being a beg with him saying please i can! and he gently allowed a finger in and then he asked if i could feel that...well no shit i could feel it! and he started just going in and out and doing it a few times and he then added another finger and he kept going and he was asking me if i was okay as he did it and he asked if i wanted to stop and i could say it if i really wanted him to, i told him to keep going with what he's doing, he got up from his knees and he stood up, his finger were still in me btw and he started going fast in me and he was kissing me too at the same time so i wasn't being loud, guys my legs were shaking after 2 minutes of this! my virgin ass couldn't handle this anymore and i ended up finishing on his fingers and he felt it too, he pulled out and he saw that i finished and he asked if he hurt me and i told him the truth and said no, and he was like that's good and he kissed me and my neck, i did tell him i felt kinda sore after that and he said i must be bcz it's getting stretched out for the real thing, his thing was hard and his piercing was there and it looked good, normally i'm honestly disgusted by seeing a dick ngl but his idk it's just different for some reason bcz i never felt disgusted with his (he wasn't expecting me today but damn he always shaves and keeps himself clean like not many men do that)...he then looked down at himself and he said that he kind of came too and i saw that he wasn't lying, he did quite a bit and he just stroked his dick and wiped it off with the water, i also washed myself and inside my area bcz it was slimy a lot so i had to make sure it was dry again lol, i'm not trying to get my underwear wet! but i still can't believe i could take his fingers like that, i mean i have before but this time it was quite deeper, i felt it and my stomach was tingling during it all so was my kitty, but i want the real thing tbh, that would definitely feel so much better plus i can see it slide in and out of me if i really wanted to..i then went on my knees and he was gripping onto my wet hair and he made it into a ponytail using one hand, i started you know what and i was looking at his dick and he grabbed my chin with his other hand and told me to look up at him whilst doing it, he was tilting his head back and rubbing his hand through my hair, he told me i was actually so good at it-
π 6/1/25: so basically i went to his office early in the morning and he was sat behind his desk reading a book, i was talking to him and he was looking at me but he was obviously pretending to listen bcz he gave his responses in murmurs like bro..so i sat on his lap..okay maybe it was on one of his thighs really but i was talking to him again and telling him to listen, he had his reading glasses on and he still wasn't paying attention, i started to gently kiss his neck so he would give in but he literally wouldn't..is he in love with the book or something?! he wasn't romantic at all today, just nerdy...he put his arm around me but i thought he would put it on my thigh or something but no he didn't and he told me to start revising like bruh? i would have been down to give the hawk tuah and all since i was riled about it since last night but it wasn't meant to be..even in class he kept reading his book..i mean he's an english teacher so there boring like that at times, what we have is casual anyways..he did ask me where his old rat glasses were but i honestly don't remember what i last did with them??..i hardly remember the shi we've been doing last year, time has changed us.
when we got to his office, he tells me he's like really turned on and he wasn't lying bcz at the front of his trousers...yeah, there was a full print and then i crossed my arms to give him a bit of attitude, he started begging again for me to not keep pretending like i wasn't interested in him, i told him it wasn't my fault and that he was the one who keeps repeating that "oh i'm your teacher" line constantly and it's getting annoying, he started apologising and then i told him it was okay, so he gently grabbed my arm and kissed me, we started kissing for a few minutes and he then picked me up with both hands and put me against the wall, both his hands were on my a$$ under my skirt, i had just wrapped my hands around his head and we were still kissing, he was slipping tounge in and then kissing my neck, really pressing me against the wall, there was literally shelves next to me..lol, at least his office door was closed and thankfully no other person was in the area where we were bcz it was about to go down, he said "i can't wait anymore, i've been trying to, i really fcking have, but yknow i'm a man, sweetheart" he was pulling my shirt down and sucking hard! trying to give me a hickey on my cherries! obviously i was very sensitive, i was already dripping just from this and i was making small noises, he grabbed me tighter on my a$$ and he tells me if i want it??? i just nodded my head and whilst still holding me he somehow managed to unbuckle his belt, he told me he was going to push in and in the moment i just accepted it and he put my p4nties to the side and he started going in, i knew i was w3t so there was no worry for this, i could feel his tip in the area since he was slowly rubbing me with it and then it just all slowly slipped in and i held him tight, when it goes in, yeah you can really feel it and i do regret not opening myself up or practising with other stuff before lol..he was looking at my face watching me take it and making sure i wasn't in pain, there was nothing for me to say, i was moaning loud and he started kissing me during whilst he was holding me and thrusting at the same time too, like it wasn't even gentle thrusts, was he aware this was my first time or what? he was pushing my head on the wall and he put his hand over my mouth since he thought i was being so loud and he was whispering "fck..fck" as he was doing it...it was such an intense feeling it just kept going in and out, and when it was slipping in, it was slipping right in and he could how w3t and t1ght i was that's why he was making noises too...anyways this went on for 6 minutes i'd say and he then put me down, he asked if i was okay and i was in shock really bcz wtf do you mean we just had s3x at school in your office?! he was like "oh sh*t, i completely forgot about the other kids in school, we must hurry" then we got ready and went back like i didn't even talk to him after that whilst the revision session, but we did talk online so that's fine, i just can't believe it happened at school tho and just like that, when i went home, yes..there was a bit of blood on my p4nties..not a lot, just a bit..it's normal ig? also it's true, i've been sore for like 2 days, my body's way too sensitive..
that time he literally pushed his fingers in my cunt...like why tf was he lowkey grunting whilst also biting his lip...i remember that shi randomly in class..idk 2nd hand embarrassment ig? and i leak so much!! π
π 28/2/25: ok so i went to shtty school today, he was fine af in class today, he's wearing his polo shirt and black trousers (i love when he wears it) but i just concentrate on my work, there is no point lusting over him when he's talking to the bops at the front...i just sit at the back of the class, i don't want anyone's attention especially not his, when the class finished i was about to go for break and he called out my name and leaves the door open so i knew nothing sus was going to happen (shame?..jk) he talked to me about becoming the teacher's assistant again this year and he would feel more comfortable with me doing it, but i told him i'm way too busy this year and then he wanted me to literally vent to him...like i am not going to tell you my problems otherwise we'll get close again, i do want to get close but doing this shi in school is just trouble, he was fired last time and all that embarrassing investigation that happened...i just told him my parents weren't ok with me staying after school and things like that so he understood, lmao, he wasn't that sad, he instantly knew who he could replace me with and that's this bop blonde girl, he gave me some random letter about my attendance and purposely touched my hand!! it was so obvious too!!..i had his classes all day and he was just looking at me when students were doing their work, he reminded me again to think about the offer of becoming the assistant as i left the school..like bro is just persuading and begging atp! when i got home my mum already knew about this assistant thing since my brother does it for his class and my mum said i wasn't allowed to do it bcz i can't be trusted around my teacher when everyone goes home so what does she know?!? i never told her about what we did..she knows me and him kissed but not the full on makeout session..she also criticised me for wearing makeup and telling me to stop dressing up as a grown female to impress him? like i'm 18..wtf?! ngl i did wear makeup just for his lesson today lol..i was crossing my legs when i did my homework bcz i was lowkey remembering how big he was.