“my hogwarts academia dr is gonna be chill, just vibes, less chaotic than my hogwarts band dr—”
I’m a goddamn liar.
I’ve started scripting a few songs I want to write along with my novel & poetry collection. I’ve added dramatic lore. I’ve scripted that lore comes back to haunt me quite literally.
Can I have one dr where I’m not putting myself through despair? Please?
Spoiler: the answer is no.
i shifted
it’s so weird to be writing a blog about the fact that i’ve shifted, i’m so happy and honestly still in shock. it’s so real and so strange to see myself through a new body, a new room, a new lifestyle, and to have all the memories as if it’s always been my reality (I know this reality has always existed and it’s just a shift in consciousness, but you see what I mean?)
i shifted during the night of april 5 to 6, 2025. i was just so tired of this reality—just the thought of spending another day here was making me "angry". personally, i don’t use any method, no subliminals (except sometimes), i don’t visualize super well, i can’t focus 100% on anything. all i have is the deep desire to shift and fully dive into that reality.
i looked at my pinterest boards, quickly went over my script, watched a few videos related to my dr, then closed my eyes. i put on songs that brought me closer to my dr, i thought about what i was going to do once i got there, what I’ve already done, i imagined the next day—what my day would be like (i didn’t script where or when i’d arrive in my dr), there are some dishes i can’t wait to try — i was already imagining myself ordering them and eating so much of them.
i was just there, daydreaming about this reality
i repeating affirmations to myself a few time: i am aware of my desired reality and i am in my desired reality.
then suddenly, i felt like i wasn’t in my room anymore, and when i opened my eyes, i discovered my new room. I didn’t feel anything, see white flashes, hear voices, or anything like what I’ve read here. I was just there.
i touched my hair, looked all around me—guys, it’s so real. it’s not a lucid dream, i even did the five fingers test + pinches.
how real is it? you see the way you’re lying on your bed and you feel the sheets all along your body, sitting on your chair, you feel the texture of the seat, and you’re looking at the room you’re in — you see that 3d, that vividness, the details — it’s like that. there’s absolutely nothing dreamlike about it, and it’s incredible how real it is.
i’m not planning to stay long here (I plan to shift now tbh.), and most importantly, i’m a permashifter now. but please, guys, don’t give up! you deserve to live your dream life, i shifted so you can.
I will shift.
I WILL shift.
I will SHIFT.
I WILL SHIFT.
Headed to a little movie premiere in Toronto. You know who else is in Toronto? Matthew Gray Gubler. You know whose birthday it is? Matthew Gray Gubler’s.
I am meeting the love of my life. I’m manifesting.
Update: Well… this is embarrassing.
STOP SCROLLING ON TUMBLR FOR SHIFTING ADVICE. YOU ALREADY KNOW ENOUGH. GO SHIFT
opens pinterest, immediately sees photo of my man, cue the butterflies. I am giggling and kicking my feet. Shifting rn just to lay eyes on this man.
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I feel like that’s something most of us have thought about at least once. waking up and immediately trying to figure out what we did wrong.
today, I woke up here again and the first thing I thought about was exactly that. because tell me why this keeps happening over and over again? why am I against myself? what’s not working? but thankfully (!!), I clocked myself with “if you keep looking for mistakes, that’s all you’re gonna focus on instead of just moving forward.” and that literally made me stop in my tracks.
it’s very easy to spiral over what went wrong, to repeatedly look for mistakes within ourselves, as if it has to be a reason why you didn’t shift those times. but what I realized is that when things don’t go as planned, our ego steps in and starts to analyze what went wrong and trying to find solutions.
“if we find the problem, we can fix it!” but here’s the issue. the more we look for mistakes, the more we focus on the past, replaying what didn’t work, instead of just simply moving forward. it’s like driving a car while only looking in the rearview mirror instead of at the road ahead. if we keep searching for what went wrong, we might completely miss what’s actually going right.
shifting was never about how hard you tried, how strongly you believed, if you let go enough or whether you had the right mindset. it never was. so, if there’s anything I can tell you (and myself) is this: keep going. yes, keep going. you probably expected something more fun than that but honestly, you already know everything. you know how to shift. there’s nothing more to say.
the only, only and ONLY thing you need to do now is to keep focusing on your goal, because please tell me what happens when you keep going? yeah, that’s right. you succeed. you shift. not because you figured everything out or stepped up your game, but because you simply refused to stop.
your goal is the only thing that matters. not the doubts, not the (what it feels like) failures and not how you feel in certain moments. just your goal!
and, remember: looking for mistakes and wondering “what went wrong” only keeps you trapped in the same old cycle you’ve been in this whole time.
it’s time to let go of the past and focus on your true goal: your reality. <3
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you don’t repeatedly check with the chef to see if your food is done yet. you don’t repeatedly check the oven to see if your cookies are done. you don’t repeatedly check your seed to see if it’s grown. you simply trust that it’s being taken care of. so, just because you’re not seeing your shifting progress does not mean it’s not happening, even when it may feel the opposite.
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I wanna script it out bc it’s annoying asf but I need that sword
Skyrim DR 🐲
Don't force a shift.
Why is everyone trying to force a shift?? Like literally everywhere I see it's 'I'll shift tonight' or 'I'll lock in and shift' or 'I didn't shift yesterday but I will tonight' like? You know you can rest yeah? You don't have to 'go' so bad. The moment you think of shifting to your drs is the moment you've shifted. Do you even know how shifting works? I mean can we just relax? What's such a hurry to change the physical plane? Yes I know you miss your s/o, your friends and your family there but continuously hoping but not understanding how things work is not going to get you anywhere.
Get out of your own way. You don't need anything to shift. Shifting is your nature. You're shifting every moment because you're changing your awareness every moment. I can say from experience that moment you want something your subconscious knows. Do you know that your mind knows what you want? Do you know that you don't have to 'try' to do anything? Do you know that you just have to know now you have it? Do you know? Do you?
I'm seriously so sick of people saying they're gonna shift doing this or doing that. I understand if methods help you. I'm not trying to shame you for that. But the problem is when you wake up in your cr again your sweetass thinks that you didn't shift. LIKE WHAT.
You shifted the moment you thought of shifting. Say it with me SHIFTING IS CHANGING AWARENESS ONLY. The moment you claim that you've shifted, YOU'VE SHIFTED!!!!
Stop with the 'my surroundings didn't change', 'I didn't feel any symptoms' or 'I didn't try to shift'. Do you try to shift when you change your awareness from looking at your hands to looking at your feet? Did you try anything here? You didn't right? Do you try to shift when you change your awareness from one thought to another? Did you try anything here? Did you?
When you know that awareness is the only thing that matters, then why the fuck are you looking in the physical plane? Your reality is YOU. You haven't 'physically shifted' yet because you didn't shift internally!! There is no secret to shifting. Just know that you're in your dr (because you are!). That's it. That's literally it. You don't have to pretend anything. Just know the truth.
There is no need to do any method while going to sleep. There is no need to connect to your dr. You're already in your dr you can't connect more than that. In your mind exists literally every reality ever. You're already connected to every reality. There is no need to force yourself to feel any emotion regarding shifting. There is no need to affirm throughout the day. There is no need to gaslight yourself into thinking you're already there when your awareness is here.
You have you let your physical plane be. Stop fighting with the 3D. Stop fighting with yourself. It will pass through you when you let it. Your reality will change when you let it.
Your only job is to know that you already exist in your dr and that you're there. Everything else will shift on it's own because it's you. You just have to shift internally, you just have to know. Shifting is as easy as breathing. Every single breath you take is also a shift. It is super easy to do. Stop being in your own way.
Let every thought pass. Let every feeling pass. The knowing is stronger than any thought, any emotion. Stop looking outside of you when the reason it even exists is YOU.
Procrastinating? Read this.
So, you wanna manifest your dream life but keep putting it off?
Let’s be real. You say you’re gonna affirm, visualize, and persist, but then suddenly, scrolling through reels, watching a whole-ass Netflix series, or overanalyzing the 3D becomes your full-time job. And then? You freak out because nothing is changing. Sound familiar? Yeah, thought so.
Why do you even procrastinate on something you want?
Your brain is lowkey trippin’. It craves instant dopamine, and let’s be honest—staring at your ceiling, imagining your dream life while reality looks the same ain’t always fun. Your mind wants proof, results, and fireworks ASAP, but that’s not how this game works. You gotta train your brain like a puppy—consistency, belief, and a whole lotta "sit down and shut up" energy.
"I’ll start tomorrow" is the biggest scam ever
Tell me why you think tomorrow will magically make you more disciplined? Spoiler alert: It won’t. Tomorrow turns into next week, next month, and suddenly it’s 2026 and you’re still waiting for "the right moment." That moment? It’s now. Get up. Start affirming. Step into the version of you that already has it.
The 3D is playing with your head, but you gotta play it back
I know, I know—the 3D is looking mad disrespectful. Your SP is acting like you don’t exist, your bank account is laughing at you, and your dream life feels like a fever dream. But guess what? The 3D is just old news, and if you keep reacting, you’re just keeping the same boring storyline alive. Ignore it. You’re the director here.
How to actually stop procrastinating & start manifesting
Set a deadline for your doubts: Give yourself 10 minutes to freak out, then move TF on cause we ain't gonna suppress our emotions.
Romanticize your manifestation: Act like you’re the main character and your dream life is unfolding.
Affirm like it’s your job: No days off. No breaks. This is your reality, claim it.
Stop playing victim: You are literally the creator of your life. Act like it.
Make it a habit: Turn manifesting into muscle memory. If you can scroll IG for hours, you can repeat affirmations.
Drop the obsession: Desperate energy repels. Relax. Breathe. Your desire is already yours.
You either keep waiting, or you wake up and take control
The truth is, your dream life is waiting on YOU. Not the universe, not some random timeline, not "divine timing"—just YOU deciding to stop playing and actually persist. So, what’s it gonna be? Are you gonna keep making excuses, or are you finally gonna step into your power?
You already know what to do. Now go do it.