HEAR ME OUT
ok just hear me out-
You (David Miller) shipped with . . . .
wait for it . . .
*drumroll sounds*
. . .
Elijah?
no offense to elijah but NO. just no. never. sorry dude, i got my dude already
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chap1 notes:
•notice how cheery baby Jackson is and acting too understanding and good for a child so young like him but when his mom leaves his eyes start to tear up right away. he's repulsing his negative emotions to gain his mom's love and attention through being a good boy despite being seemingly left alone quite alot
•Jackson being formal with his adopted parents despite later on learning they have adopted him since he was a child sounds like a sign on previous negative things
•Jackson being frustrated by being called cute is a positive sign that he feels allowed to be frustrated. also notice how his (and maybe exer's) theme seem to be the sky and stars
•Jackson having eye bugs tells you he haven't been sleeping all that much and his comments about how ever since they moved he have been haunted by these nightmares about his mom tells that the whole town seem to be trigger for his trauma
•his words about himself being a sad little kid lost in the middle of nowhere is acknowledging he wasn't happy in his childhood, he will later on in s3 say the exact opposite and call himself a happy child with creative imagination
•his tio&tia seem to think they're doing the right thing but they're unaware that being here is hurting Jackson inside and Jackson himself seem to be hiding this from them
•'I just need to get out of my head' this sounds very innocent at first but once considering his repulsed behavior it sounds like a very subtle way to tell himself to pretend the negativity away
•the way Jackson looked at exer when he looked beside him and his expression tells that he might have sensed something strange in exer's behavior and the way he carrys himself to others but he decided to brush it away right after exer got out of his eye sight because knowing what's up with exer could very much make it harder for him to act
•Jackson stopping at his track before it looks like exer and David will handle it but staying to see how it will go before thinking that Rick and Morty need to pay for the way they're acting- Jackson had green on the close-up to his eyes panel before exer uses his own magic- it's not clear but personally talking I feel like they were thinking the exact same thing at that moment and it's why Jackson had green
•Jackson's reaction to the shoes but not the green is a sign he couldn't see the color of the magic then it's only when exer looks him in the eyes and holds his gaze that he shows sign of seeing it even more there's green in his eyes too- that could be a sign that they're both seeing right through each other's facades and that caused Jackson to see the green
I'm sorry I wasn't really thinking and maybe forgot that latest fp for a moment there😭😭
Is jackson's mom also your mom?
I dont have any parents I'm a supernatural being
Jackson's diary preview Chapter 19:
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
°uh yes. The satisfaction of exer's plans failing miserably
Chapter 20:
°alright I don't get how David doesn't realize exer likes brenda. It's just too obvious
•ron and David reaction to Jackson's behavior by trying to not associate themselves with him as much is pretty understandable; exer got what he wanted and Jackson accidentally helped him out with it.
So does he have his own room or not-?
Do you and devious exer sleep together or does he have his own room?
Sometimes we sleep together, sometimes...
Soooo, turns out I was busy.
I present to you the Reflection of Fedor AU, probably the angstiest thing you will read today. It was written in Discord chat during fall (which is why it is also filled with so many sins against the english language that are my typos, misspells and general disregard for the grammar) and fellow moots liked it so much we decided to make a collab and make illustrations for the firsth chapter aka. introduction. I am super thankfull to all of them and am so proud of the work we've done! (Credits to the artists are written under each illustration.)
(But srsly tho, this is really angsty you have been warned. )
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“Years ago a broken soul split itself to many
Fragments formed - copies born - But he cared not for any
Fearing what he'd done, he locked them into void away.
Where they trapped for years remained, until this faithfull day.
May years of suffering and magic that's provided
Make possible to switch the whole and the divided
So the whole may rot in prison of it's own making
And the parts may roam in his place - their rights retaking. “