Oh, Yep!

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I swear whoever’s drawing chibi Sanemi in the official arts loves him just as much as I do.

Look at him!!! LOOK AT HIM! He’s so fucking sweet and precious and ugh— my heart!

I've been disappearing a bit, but only because I'm recovering from surgery and getting back into the swing of things, especially with the busy holiday season coming up. I've been feeling really down at times these last few days, my attention span is all over the place and my sleep patterns are really off, so I may be posting less often, but I'm still here, don't worry!

My heart is gone

I try to draw more and better, but these rough lines are so awkward, ahaha

sorry that you think my fictional ship is illegal. I actually consulted a fictional lawyer about it and he had a talk with a fictional cop about the fictional laws and then they both looked at me, and very seriously said "we'll allow it because it's hot."

めでたいでんしゃ「かい」は本当に可愛いです…

Sometimes I am overcome with an almost animal horror from what is happening. Not only in my life but also around me. But the experience that I had to go through sometimes undermines me too much. For a long time, for several years, I have been haunted by the feeling that I function by some kind of damn miracle. My therapist once expressed the idea that I may have real physical problems that are reflected in my psyche, which simply cannot cope and works in emergency mode, but I cannot allow myself to understand more thoroughly whether this is true. Sometimes I am simply afraid to live, but I am also afraid to die. Sometimes I am so afraid, not understanding why I still continue to survive while my rods are cracking. Perhaps I am just afraid that death will not be a release. I try to think more about things that make me happy, to contemplate more beauty around me, but sometimes fear still takes hold of me, reminding me of the horror of the past from which I escaped. I don't know why I'm writing this here, maybe so that on better days I can read these words again and smile, but this time from relief. Don't pay too much attention to it, I just need an outlet sometimes, apparently, so I don't lose my head completely. And in the end, this is my blog with my stuff, so let this stay here until I return to better days.

I'm scared, so now it's your turn to be scared!

If you don't repost, your favorite characters will disappear from your memory, but not from your heart, and you'll go crazy, not understanding why you can't remember those important people who made you feel alive! @xuxueee @sanemiss @ohagi-bites @sluttysanemi @simplytemonade @mjtheartist04

 A friend threatened me to repost so I will!

Basically, there r tons of fake asses on tumblr who just want comments and followers, so someone started this to see who's actually a good friend. Everyone I tag better repost (and tag other people and preferably threaten them in a creative way as well) bc I'm high on caffeine and newfound lesbianism and will resort to violence.

@ey-theys-was-coronas

@fangirlhehe

I would tag more people but they're the only ones I've really interacted with-

The most fun thing in life is naming boards from pinterest MINE SOUND JUST HORRIBLE

Scarred idiot Genya baby boy Rock boner Tit Light WATER DADDY Boar BIRD

I will cry if you try to guess which of these boards is about whom

Hmm, I'm wondering if I should write about my kny oc here or wait… AHAH, YES, I WAS AWAY FOR A LONG TIME BECAUSE OF WORK, BUT I SURVIVED!