♡Introduction Part 2♡

I made an art blog for stuff that I feel like showing off that are arts and crafts related.

So far there’s nothing on it but I’m gonna be posting some stuff there eventually.

I think it’s also generally gonna be a geekier blog than this one idk yet 🤷‍♀️

Anywho here y’all go.

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Pearly Does Art

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♡Welcome to My Online Journal♡

I previously had a couple of blogs but I decided to delete them because I got overwhelmed and bored of them. However, I knew I was gonna miss having a Tumblr so I decided to remake one into a blog where I just do whatever I want.

♡Introduction to Me♡

•My name is Kiara, but I also go by Kiran or Kallisto. In any other case though, you can just call me Pearly.

•I use She/He/They + Neopronouns. I am genderfluid and xenogender, as well as alterhuman(Therian, Fictionkin, etc).

•I have AuDHD(Autism + ADHD)

•I’m a huge fan of Alternative and J-Fashion, especially Scene and Jirai Kei. Some aesthetics that I adore are cutecore, mcbling, morute & 2020s Tiktok Alt.

•I primarily speak English, but know basic Spanish and am slowly learning Japanese

•I have a crap ton of ocs and may or may not occasionally use this as a way to catalogue them. If all else fails, I’ll just make a separate blog for them, but who knows?

♡Before You Interact♡

•I will do my best to to not direct too much attention to things like religion or politics, but on the off chance that I do, it’s likely to give my take on a serious issue. I will be sure to give content warnings for when this happens.

•I generally suffer from mental health issues, and may use this as a way to journal some of my thoughts. I’ll refrain from getting too extreme with it, but if you otherwise don’t want to put up with that, I wouldn’t suggest interacting with this blog.

•This blog isn’t suggested for anyone under 16 due to the aforementioned topics.

♡Do Not Interact List♡

DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME IF YOU ARE ANY OF THE FOLLOWING:

•Proshippers

•MAPs/Zoos/Necros

•Homophobes

•Transphobes

•Anti-Xenogender/Neopronouns

•Anti-Therian/Otherkin

•Zionists

•Nazis

•Islamophobes

•Antisemetics

•Political/Religious Extremists

•Right-Wing Conservatives

•Supporters of any of the above.

If there’s anything else I should be aware of, please do let me know!

Other than that, hopefully you enjoy your stay!

♡Other Socials + Pronouns Page♡

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Hi! I go by Kiara, Kiran or Kallisto! I'm 18 years old, and I'm an emo/scene kid trying to live their childhood dreams! Despite calling myse

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Pearly (@xxPearlyKissxx)

˚✧₊⁎⁎⁺˳✧༚Hello༚✧˳⁺⁎⁎₊✧˚ ♡I go by Kismet, Pearly or Karma online! ♡I identify primarily with both feminine and masculine identities. ♡I l

I really hate how I just can’t have a consistent goal or dream in my life.

As a kid I dreamed of being a veterinarian because I loved animals but eventually gave up on that because I lost that spark to actually care for them.

I mean it’s normal for that to happen but the thing is that I can barely take care of myself so I don’t trust myself enough to care for another living thing.

I had dreams in middle school to be a webcomic artist but I also lost the spark for it since I struggled to even pick up a pencil sometimes and often had art block.

Now currently I dream of being some form of popular/famous and find that Vtubers tend to be a hot topic on the internet so I’m like “Why not?”

But then I realized I’m nowhere near fucking stable to be a good streamer and would probably make my audience hella uncomfortable and not wanna watch my stuff. Plus I know I would get tired of fame very fast.

All in all I just want to be loved.

I want to be known and seen for what I am, but I know that’ll never be possible because I’m genuinely such a mess that I scare people and make them lose hope in me, and that’s not even exaggerating. My parents have said to me on quite a few occasions that they don’t know what to do with me anymore.

Idk maybe for all I know it could just be a case of me being young and aimless, but I won’t deny it’s the most frustrating shit ever.

TFW your past self was happier and more stable than your current self despite all the cringe and morally questionable behavior.

Tho then again when was I every a morally superior person. I’ve been in the grey zone probably my whole life.

Feel free to ask me any of these!(^_^)

I have a lot of free time so I’ll probably answer any of them as soon as I get them.

cutesy and creepy ask game ☆

🎀 - favorite anime ?? ( if you have one )

🩸 - scariest experience you feel comfortable sharing ??

🦴 - how do u dress irl ??

🖤 - any paranormal experiences ??

🧁 - favorite music ??

⛓️ - do you listen to true crime ??

🏩 - show us some of your comfort items !!

🐈‍⬛ - show us something scary you have in your house !!

🧠 - favorite cat breed ??

💀 - do you like horror movies ??

🍮 - what's your favorite memory ??

🌑 - have you ever had an emo phase ??

⭐️ - hot chocolate , coffee , both , or neither ??

💉 - do you listen to metal / hard rock ??

🪷 - what's your favorite pink color combo ??

🕷 - have you ever drank alcohol?

🍧 - 3 characters you kin/relate to ??

🕸 - ever gotten in legal trouble??

🍀 - do you collect plushies and/or figures ??

🎱 - do you like vampires ??

IF YOUR UNCOMFORTABLE WITH ANSWERING ANY OF THESE QUESTIONS, THATS OKAY! JUST LET PEOPLE KNOW KINDLY.

edit: ty for all the notes holy shit <333

WARNING:

POSSIBLE NSFW & SH MENTIONS

I just got a message from I think a bot or maybe a scammer trying to get me to be his sugarbaby or something like that.

I blocked of course but it got me thinking…

Even if it wasn’t a ploy or something I just wanna say:

Bitch in what world am I sugar baby material?😭I’m a hopeless, fat virgin who cuts herself to cope with stress(which doesn’t even work anymore), can’t maintain a healthy friendship to save her life, and will throw a hissy fit when things don’t go exactly as she wants it to go.

I struggle doing minimal tasks such as getting up in the morning, brushing my teeth and taking a shower.

I spent the last two days doing absolutely nothing but sleeping and scrolling on my phone, praying that I get more online attention.

They say people are complex but if I were a rubix puzzle i’d be a fucking dodecahedron.

I’m a mess and I wear that fact on my sleeve.

I doubt that I can handle a relationship, let alone a transactional one.

You and me both.

i hate people

Anyone got any J-idol recommendations?

Here are a few of the ones I like atm to get an idea of what I’m looking for:

-BABYMETAL

-Candye Syrup

-Momiro Clover Z

-i☆Ris

-femme fatale

Fuck I was listening to a song that triggered a phantom shift and I felt like I had wings for the first time on my back.

I knew that it was just a phantom shift and it made me wanna start crying lowkey.

I know I’m not a picture perfect person and I know I don’t take care of myself that well, but fuck I’d be so happy if I just had wings. I promise that I will take care of them and tend to them and preen them just please let me have some.

I hate this human body of mine so much and everything that it entails. I wish I were made out of light and purity instead of out of the ribs of a pile of dirt.

I wish I were made an angel.

Currently watching Carrie and I’m at the prom scene. Lowkey even though I know shit goes down, it makes me wish I went to my high school’s prom.

It’s probably for the better that I didn’t go, though. I was a lonely bitch who cried at homecoming due to having no friends(At least ones near me).

Friendships are such a hassle honestly but I’m so desperate to feel normal that I’d do anything for a sense of human connection.