I love him in a way,
Inexplicable by my soul.
I love him in a way,
That can only be felt.
I love him in a way,
Where peace and chaos coexist.
Oh to be a hopeless romantic in an unrequited love
Lately, I've been wanting someone to compliment me.
I have so much self hatred in myself these days that I can't look at the camera or the mirror without my smile fading.
I want someone to tell me that I'm worthy, that I'm not as bad as I think i am and that it will get better.
Do you ever get sick? But it's not physical or mental. It's just emotionally sick.
I wonder if you have a song that reminds you of me.
I wonder if I'm one of the first thing you think of when you just woke up.
I wonder if you ever wish I was by your side even for some moments.
I wonder...
I want to be able to go on top of a mountain and scream to the world that I am yours.
But, it will only be possible if you accept me as yours.
- We all break at a point. How long are you going to hold on?
- Forever. I'll hold on forever if I have to.
10.03.2021 (Part2)
I made myself some Shin Ramyun and some coke as lunch. Very unhealthy I know but at least my tummy is happy😋
I did not want to grow up.
I do not want to grow up anymore.
He looking so precious for what?
Sometimes I feel like I want to get my life sort out. I want to be productive both mentally and physically.
But then I remember the regrets I have and the people I've hurt and my brain tell myself "You don't deserve to have a happy life."
Ig: @shuux27 Just a kitsune turning 20 and wanting to record her 20s.
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