I wonder if you have a song that reminds you of me.
I wonder if I'm one of the first thing you think of when you just woke up.
I wonder if you ever wish I was by your side even for some moments.
I wonder...
I did not want to grow up.
I do not want to grow up anymore.
11.03.2021
Hii Tumblr People! Last night was full of emotions for me. The person I love is not well and it worries me to the core. I've been trying my best to be with him and I'll continue to do so. However, I really wish he gets better quickly. It makes me sick when he is sick too. His jacket is the only thing that gives me comfort when I feel sick like this.
Besides that, I've had online classes and I'm trying my best to catch up with my revisions. Fun fact about me: I do accounting.
He looking so precious for what?
I want to be held.
I feel like if I'm not held by the right person anytime soon I will break into thousands of pieces.
- We all break at a point. How long are you going to hold on?
- Forever. I'll hold on forever if I have to.
I love him in a way,
Inexplicable by my soul.
I love him in a way,
That can only be felt.
I love him in a way,
Where peace and chaos coexist.
I am chaos,
I am cursed,
I bring destruction to the table,
I ruin everything,
Everything that I have ever touched,
Everything that I have ever felt,
Everything...that I have ever loved.
Paradise Lost, 1873, by Gustave Doré
Lately, I've been wanting someone to compliment me.
I have so much self hatred in myself these days that I can't look at the camera or the mirror without my smile fading.
I want someone to tell me that I'm worthy, that I'm not as bad as I think i am and that it will get better.
Ig: @shuux27 Just a kitsune turning 20 and wanting to record her 20s.
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