My Trauma Didn’t Make Me Stronger It Made Me Addicted To Escapism And Terrified Of Facing Reality

I get to go to Rockzilla and I’m freaking out!! I’m gonna cream if I make eye contact with Ronnie Radke

𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓𝐒 𝐒𝐎 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃

stu macher x fem!reader

warnings: reader is kinda in subspace, mentions of pain, kissing, crying, p n v, soft-dom stu, squirting, belly bulge

author note: why tf did i have so much trouble with the warnings-

You whimpered slightly as Stu situated you on his lap. His cock brushed against your swollen clit, making you cry out.

You were overly sensitive. Stu edged you and overstimulated you for what seemed like hours. Tears fell down your cheeks as he lightly pushed you down on his cock.

“Stop crying and be a good girl for me” He kissed your tears and hugged you, while still pushing you down on his cock.

“Feels t’good” Your words slurred as you finally sunk down on him. Your walls clamped tightly onto his cock.

He let out a groan, “Fuck” his hands massaged your ass before slapping it. Your mind was clouded and you soon lost track off what was happening.

You lost strength in your legs and rested your head in the crook of Stu’s neck.

He waited a couple seconds before thrusting up into you sharply.

“Oh” you cried out, lifting your head up, suddenly wide awake.

He gave you no time to adjust and thrusted up hard into you, going at a fast pace.

“Fuck me, shit” he dragged out and moaned, looking up at you. Your moans got louder and louder.

If anyone was to walk by and hear, they’d think you were getting murdered.

He squished your cheeks, taking you in a deep kiss to silence your moans.

You moaned into his mouth, letting him take full control of your tongue.

He hummed, feeling himself getting closer.

Your stomach tightened and clenched, the pain starting to form.

He was going so hard to the point where it was hurting. Stu broke the kiss and looked down at your stomach.

He placed his hand on the bulge that formed in your stomach. “You feel me here princess, i’m right here” He rubbed your stomach and looked up at you.

“Fuuck i’m gonna-“ you were cut off with a moan when you reached your climax.

You felt the liquid gush against yours and Stu’s legs. You felt his cum release into you and he groaned deeply into your ear.

“I’m still not done with you”

Tbh this be me and my girl best friend👀👀

boys having sex like

Marko: *spits in Paul’s mouth*

Paul: ..did you go to macdonalds without me?

Bout made me cry

WISH YOU WERE SOBER! — ethan landry

— BUT IM OVER THIS ROLLERCOASTER!

PAIRING. ethan landry x fem!reader

SUMMARY. in which yn confesses her love to her longtime best friend during a party, who can only frown as he watches her hiccup through her words.

GENRE. fluff, angst, best friends to lovers

AUTHOR’S NOTE. there WILL be a part 2 so lookout for that soon 🫡 listen to “wish you were sober” by conan gray as you read since it was based off that song!! this was requested, although I decided to change it up by replacing reader as the drunk one instead of ethan. this is a non ghostface au so ethan and everybody else are friends & I CAN SPREAD MY ANIKA ETHAN BFF AGENDA (im madly delusional🙄🙄)

This party's shit, wish we could dip. Go anywhere but here

Ethan frowns at his surroundings. Heavy music that’s loud enough to have the cops called, lights that felt blinding and overwhelming—and not to mention the couples who were making out in every corner.

“You okay there dude?” Chad asks, examining the boy’s face.

“Not really,” he mumbles, but he doesn’t want to ruin the mood, “I see Tara over there.” He points at the staircase.

“We’re talking about you though,” Chad sighs, “if you want to leave, just say the word and we’ll go.”

Bless Chad’s kind heart.

“It’s alright bro,” Ethan gives him a smile to reassure, “you go talk to Tara. I’m fine here in my corner of the couch.”

Chad chuckles, “okay buddy. If you ever need me, just call my name and I’m here!” He then descends to the staircase, already striking up a convo with Tara.

Ethan can only wish he was that social.

“Eeeee,” And here comes you, his best friend, drunk and stumbling over your own foot.

You wrap your arms around his neck, placing your chin onto his shoulders.

“Sorry!” Anika yells through the loud music, “she’s hard to control when drunk.”

“It’s okay Ani,” Ethan smiles, “I’ve got her.”

Anika quickly takes off the bandana around her leg, tying it on Ethan’s arm.

“Love ya Eth! Thank you.” she says, placing a kiss on his cheek before going off to find her girlfriend, Mindy.

“You alright there love?” Ethan asks, rubbing circles into your back. You mumble words that Ethan can’t make out, making him sigh as he switches into a more comfortable position on the couch for the both of you.

Although Ethan’s called you love countless times, you can’t help but blush. You had a huge crush on the curly haired boy, but could never bring yourself to properly confess.

“Want to go to Chad’s car? It’s much less noisy,” Ethan suggests, and you nod slowly.

Kinda hope you're followin' me out. But this is definitely not my crowd.

Taking your hand, Ethan leads you out of the house, making sure he doesn’t bump into drunk frat boys.

Take me where the music ain't too loud. Trade drinks, but you don't even know her

“Want to trade drinks?!” A random girl asks you. Without thinking, you nod, grabbing the small glass and taking it down with one shot.

You shake your head slightly as soon as you step out of the house, trying to relieve yourself from the alcohol.

Ethan opens the passenger door, helping you sit up inside. Then he opens the trunk, revealing a white fluffy blanket. He brings it over, gently placing it on your shivering body.

You looked so pretty, Ethan thought. So so pretty.

“E,” you say quietly as soon as he props himself onto the drivers side. “E.”

“Yes YN?”

You glance up at him with sleepy eyes, the same ones Ethan grown to adore over the months he’s befriended you.

“You’re so pretty,” you say before you can think.

Ethan loses his breath right there and then. “Sorry?” He chokes out.

“You’re so pretty Eth. And you’re so sweet, and caring. You’re such boyfriend material, the way you take care of me and others. I love you Ethan.”

“Do you say this to all the guys you talk to when you’re drunk?” Ethan jokes, but you shake your head quickly, your drunken dazed eyes keeping contact with his.

“No, cause I don’t like any of them the way I like you. I like you Ethan. A lot. I want us to be more than friends,”

Ethan is speechless. Before he can utter another word, you lean forward to kiss him.

Kiss me in the seat of your Rover.

The two of you close your eyes, as if you were both waiting for this moment for the longest time. You were.

Ethan pulls away, his face filled with an emotion you can’t put your finger to.

Real sweet, but I wish you were sober

“Listen YN,” he says, now looking anywhere but you, “this was sweet. It was. But I really wish you were sober.”

You tilt your head confused. You open your mouth to ask, but Ethan quickly interrupts you. “It’s late, I’ll drive you home.”

“Wait E, I—”

“Please YN, just don’t say anything.”

You gulp, following what Ethan says. Why was he acting like this? You just confessed your feelings!

The entire ride back to your shared apartment with Anika was silent, and you can’t help but feel an uneasy feeling settle in your stomach, as well as a brand new set of tears setting in your eyes.

I love him<3🥹

tlb hc

Dwayne always carries laddie to bed from the main party, and while walking to laddies room, you can always hear the echoey shouting and laughing as the rest of the boys, michael and star party

I have so many concerts planned this year!! I’m so excited!

Hello love! I'm backkk I need my poly ghost boys and Vincent when the reader surprises them with some really revealing lingerie 😶 some smut too? Tyyyy- your biggest fan and supporter

Hii darling <3! You're always welcomed here.. also are we about to kiss right now??? <3

Beep Beep Warning!!: Smut, Grabbing/Groping, roughness. Leaving marks. Degradation, Afab with feminine pet names, stu n billy being stu n billy. is very very unedited!!, its also shit but so is my page lol. Buckle up bbs <3

Quick lil bullet list ya know it goes now bbs:

these two dummies are falling over themselves and each other trying to touch you first.

Calling each other names until they finally get a hold of you

Their hands never leave your body once that night

That poor piece of lingerie is ruined now lol

they are definitely the type to take photos of the lingerie barely on your body

ps they also keep a copy of it in their wallet/ maybe a little shredded piece of the lingerie

stu n billy both would tease you with it in public FOREVER.

Billy would totally buy you more so him and stu can ruin you in it.

good luck, you just gave these boys a reason to rip your clothes off lol

onto our dirty lil unedited smut <3: 

They did it, finally after chasing you throughout the house and tripping over each other for like a good 10 minutes. you were caught in-between the two, breathing hard with the smuggest little smile on your face.  

The pair came closer to you, both panting like a dog and with a crazed look in each of their eyes and in due time, you found yourself squished in-between them with their greedy hands. A pair of them went straight for your breasts, roughly grabbing as much as he fit in his palms and it pulled on the thin pieces of cloth that barely covered them.

Your nipples hardening under Stu's needy touch. he smirked down at ya as his thumbs found the hard buds, moving them into small circles now.

Billy was more focused on your ass, grabbing greedy handfuls of it, testing how far the fabric could stretch (thankfully, a lot) and occasionally he’ll have his hand wander down to your thigh and dig his fingers into the meat of it, leaving delicious little ‘o’ shaped bruises that’ll stay for weeks. 

“God~ fuck me please already.” you barely noticed that you were even speaking, but somehow it passed through your lips. A moan cut off another pathetic 'please' as stu grind his knee into your cunt, into your desperate clit.

The muscles in your legs were absolutely jelly now, making you fall onto billy for support, laying your head on his shoulder while he now also grind his throbbing erection into your ass. He turned his head only to bite and suck at your neck. 

Both boys were seemingly lost in the sounds of your little moans and begs until a loud snap echoed off of the walls.

Stu and billy both pulled away from you only to see that the right side of your bra was hanging exposing more of your breast to them. A dark chuckle rumbled out of Billy's throat, his hands found their way back to your ass, he pulled on the thin straps on your panties until he heard another snap, panties now matching your bra. You faced stu with your face burning hot and saw that familiar cocky grin stretch across his lips. Another little chuckle from Billy let you know that he had a matching one as his hands ripped the rest of the straps easily.

“guys this was like 30 bu-” you were cut off by stu stuffing his fingers into your needy cunt, making a guttural moan rip out of your throat and that just made Stu almost snort.

Billy wrapped his hand around your throat and tightened it, feeling the moans slip out of it. He made eye contact with Stu. “We’ll pay you back, wont we billy?” Stu cackled, pumping his fingers into your hole hard, making a slight thud noise when he bottoms out.

your voice went an octave higher when Stu found your g-spot beginning to brutally push into it over and over. Billy snuck his other arm around ya, filling your mouth with two fingers, sliding them right along your tongue. “I think we’re already paying her back dont ya think? Whore loves it.” billy grunted into your ear, before taking a nip at the lobe with his teeth.

“Uh-huh~ good whore, getting all dressed up for --” Stu pressed both fingers right into your g-spot, watching your face twist in pleasure. “Us~” He groaned and you moaned along with him, feeling your needy cunt grip onto his fingers like a vice. 

“Such a good little whore letting us ruin her~” Billy added pressure to the sides of your neck bringing warm tingles to cloud your brain. “Little pet wants to cum so bad huh?” He asked fingers still pumping deep in your mouth you could only let out noises. 

“wants us to ruin her~” Stu laughed, leaning into you as he slowly picked up your right leg with his free hand. He could now reach much deeper into you now, his thumb on your clit and swiping it left to right. 

you felt your left knee almost buckle. 

“Nod if you wanna cum baby?” Billy cooed, his breath hot and heavy against his ear. “You want to cum right baby?” 

Sirius, smugly: when I was your age-

Remus: When I was your height

Sirius:

Sirius: fuck you.

When you ask Steve Harrington what his first memory of Eddie Munson is, he will say it was in Mrs. Click's class. Yeah, he didn't know Robin then, but it was hard not to notice someone like Eddie.

Steve remembers it being a Monday, his parents just left for some random country. Mrs. Click was not in a good mood that day.

Steve remembers her stopping mid-lecture and staring at the curly head bowed down three seats behind Steve's left. He's resting his head on his arms, body limp.

"Munson. I don't teach so you can sleep." Mrs. Click impatiently says, her fingers tapping against the plastic table.

Eddie doesn't move, Mrs. Click squints harder and says a little louder, "Eddie Munson."

It's so obvious Eddie was sleeping, but what he does next cements him in Steve's memory.

Eddie jolts a little. It's a small unnoticeable movement, before he finally raises his head. He smiles at Mrs. Click before saying, "Thank you, Jesus. Amen." and does the sign of the cross.

"I am sorry, Mrs. Click. It was time for my morning prayer." Eddie says, a small innocent smile on his face.

And it's so freaking ridiculous. Steve remembers shaking his head and biting down a laughter.

It's even more ridiculous when Mrs. Click nods approvingly, saying, "That's okay. Next time don't do it in class."

The next time Steve and Eddie get the chance to talk, somewhere in between broken bottles and running from the police, Steve tries to joke as he says to Eddie, "I bet you forgot to do your morning prayer. That's why this is all happening."

It's lame. But eh, it's worth it when Steve hears Eddie laugh for the first time in two days.

I need more fic where Steve does dumb teenage boy, bastard older brother shit The party rings Steve to ask for a ride to the arcade, and he asks them if their bikes got flat tyres, or broke. And when they say no, Steve just says - cool, you can bike there then - and hangs up. He goes back to flop on his couch to watch the baseball because he has plans today and they do not involve leaving the house or wearing pants. He goes out to lunch with Dustin, both of them going to a diner together. And Dustin forgets his wallet, it's fine, and he watches Steve order two burgers, two fries, two drinks. Only when they arrive Steve starts eating both of them himself and laughs his ass off when Dustin shrieks indignantly (Steve gives him one of the burgers. It has a bite taken from it). Steve is working a shift at Family Video with Robin, the pair of them reshelving the rewound tapes. He asks if she can hold his stack while he ties his shoelaces - and Robin says yes - and after he finishes retying his laces he just, doesn't ask for the tapes back. And he doesn't say anything and sees how long Robin can shelve his tapes for him before she realises.

Steve whispering in Eddie's ear, dropping his voice low in that way he knows Eddie likes. Acting all coy and sexy and asking Eddie if he wants to know what Steve's thinking. When he says yes Steve burps in his face super loudly and Eddie laughs so hard he almost pukes.