“Stupid! Stupid, Stupid. I Am A Stupid Idiot. For What Purpose Do I Live My Life? I Get Up In The Morning,

It is normal to feel...

Like its okay to quit being in love and try to fall in love with some that its wothy of my heart the next time? But every time I feel like quitting because of rejection I use the same excuse to say I don't like/love this person anymore cause he is't worth it. So in that case who is really worthy it if every one is the same?

“What frightens me, I admit, is that I am still very young. It seems to me sometimes that my real life has not begun. Take me away from here and give me some reason for living. I have none left. I have freed myself.”

—

André Gide, The Immoralist

inspired by boop day, reblog this post if its ok for people to send you random asks and interact on your posts with no judgement. i want to talk to people.

I wish

sometimes that I could talk to your old self, I am sure he will be mad to your current self

The way I did.

I thinks its the last time I will fall for you. You did really meet another girl. I hate to be the one to keep your secret safe. It would be better if you didnt trust me, like friends. Cause its what we are, just friends. I'm trying to cope with a broken heart and looking at you knowing that you are kissing her cheeks, sniffing her hair and hugging her from behind, just like you did to me but I promise you, she will never shiver at your touch nor smile or love you the way I did.

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Some beautiful night backgrounds 💫

Thanks to @alchemivich for sharing them !💜💫

“‘Am I in love with this woman?’ He wondered. Even to his self scrutinizing self the answer came as surprise. 'I still am.’”

—

Akutagawa Ryūnosuke, A Fool’s Life

Grow up!

I'm tired of your nice guy act. What I need is a GOOD MAN! And maybe that you'll never be...

Betrayal...

I feel so betrayed by my friends, by the guy I love. They make me feel like I am crazy and I am overreacting EVERYTHING.

Also another friend told me that she talked to another friend. He said to her that he told to the guy I like that indeed, I had a crush on him. And that was like almost a year ago. So yeah I don't know how to feel.

It was so time along but to think they knew about all this and I was you know so stupid kind in love and so hecking blind, by God, it make me so frustrated I can't be mad at anyone of them even if it mean they hurt me. Ignorance is bliss indeed. I can't express neither tell anyone cause for them this happend a year ago but this is just happen today. I want to cry with someone.

Little me

You wanna know why I won't come back to you? Because today I'm the adult that needs to protect the little girl that cried yesterday 'cause you broke her heart.