I'm Lost Again
I'm lost again
Even when it's bad when you are here, it's worst when you are not.
I don't know what to do.
Talk about my feelings, ask you for space, try to ignore you and forgive and heal myself. Or make as this doesn't matter, like I'm crazy for no reason and get with it for the rest of the year.
I only have this year left with you and I feel if I choose myself, I'll regret no choosing you. Maybe for the fact I know you won't fight for me nor try to stop me of leaving, just like the way you are, the way you feel safe. You said that you don't know what I'm talking about when I try to talk this situation with you, that it's just my anxiety again, that it's all in my head, but we are losing each other...
We both know this has to happen but deep down ww don't want it to end, we prefer to be uncomfortable with each other than to be alone, we are the same. But hating, blaming, hurting myself, makes a lot of people I love worry and you are not what I remember, like if last year was a lie. And I think when I grow up I will try to remember those sweet touches, kisses, hugs and wispers as what we were and not what we have become. I don't want you to blame me for leaving, I want you to stop me and change, but that just a foolish girl dream, it's not like those romantic dramas where they do what they can to be together, reality it's complicated, relationship are complicated, we are so complicated. And I want to make whats better for us withot hurting each other. I just don't know whats that answer yet
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I love Müller
For a new year of love and forgiveness...
If any of you enjoyed Jamil Viper’s singing voice I just want to make a reminder that his voice actor (Futaba Kaname) sings with his twin (Futaba Yuu) as TWiN PARADOX.
Check the source in this post for their YouTube channel. You can find them as TWiN PARADOX there anyway.
Also their titok is @tuiparatok
His insta is @kaname_futaba
His Twitter is @futaba_kaname
Please check him up if you haven’t <3
Happy Birthday Dazai Osamu-sensei!
Dazai Osamu is by far the author with the most quotes on my blog, so to celebrate his birthday here are his top ten quotes:
Quote #10:
“It seems you’re not satisfied unless you always make yourself the protagonist in some tragedy.”
- Dazai Osamu, “A New Hamlet”
Quote #9:
“He could only consider me as the living corpse of a would-be suicide, a person dead to shame, an idiot ghost.”
- Dazai Osamu, No Longer Human
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noo don’t cry about july ending and the time passing, just remember the july poem :)
He is cute, why???
This is the most moe thing I have ever seen in my life.
Futamata listen to our pleas!
For all those who want a third season of nanbaka.
You must apply to Comico Corp.
And please don't ask the author directly.
She is an independent artist who does not have the means to finance another season, does not have an animation studio.
Another season.
So she herself replied that so that we can have another season of Nanbaka, we're the fans who ask Comico Corp.
If we send a lot of comic applications, you will see that there is a lot of interest in Nanbaka and could finance the work of futamata for a new season.
That's why we started this campaign, so that many of us are asking for a new season.
【公式】オリジナル漫画を毎日更新 (@comico_jp):
In order for us to apply for a new season of Nanbaka, it is necessary to fill out the application form.
On this page
REQUEST COMICO
TRANSLATION
Please if you want nanbaka to have another season in the anime.
You must fill out this comic form and submit your application on the link I just uploaded.
The more people we send a more likely application is that Comico Corp. Fund another season of Nanbaka.
This is the answer Futamata gave us.
"Send this message to all your Nanbaka fan friends, so that we can all submit a request to Comico"
@lilith-fowler @notabizarrejojo @tynamo-ex @suicidehomunculus-theblog
“Killing myself was a matter of such indifference to me that I felt like waiting for a moment when it would make some difference.”
—
Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Dream of a Ridiculous Man
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Fun fact
even if you're are the reason I cry, I still want you to dried them, please.
I hate mondays most of the time, but every now and then is good to hear the birds very early in the morning
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