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Y'all hear me out again..
Batfam x neglected P5 Joker!M Reader
Reader gets sent to Bruce because of the assault incident and has to complete the rest of his high school years while living witht he Wayne's.
And let's be honest the things that happens in Peronsa 5 seem like that things that would happen in GothamðŸ˜ðŸ˜
Like when you really think about it, IT WORKS SO WELL TOGETHER.
Plzzz somebody @ me is y'all make this😩😩
Batfam Yan! × Negleted Idol! Reader
| Platonic |
Note / English is not my first language / Inspired by the anime "Oshi No Ko"
TW / Yandere behaviors, Toxic relationships, emotional dependency, neglect, violence, blood, death, murder, mentions of sex (not explicit), abandonment, stalking, harassment, daddy issues, Dark themes
What is love?
That's what you've always wondered: was it really as good as people said it was?
Is true love the same as fake love? You didn't know
You never experienced any kind of love from your family
The people who were supposed to care for you and protect you just treated you like garbage
The people who were supposed to be there for you when you needed them most abandoned you as soon as they could
Since you were little, you knew none of them liked you, but you could pretend they loved you
You could lie, lie about your life, lie about your feelings
Lies tasted better than the truth, because lying made you look better in people's eyes
Lies didn't hurt, truths did
You are the perfect liar
And those lies got you to where you were now, everyone loved (name)
The perfect idol, you were in a small group of idols, but your charisma and affection for your fans took you to the top
Your face was everywhere, there wasn't a single person on the planet who didn't know your name or face
And even when you were still alive You foolishly wanted your family to notice you, you became an idol out of spite.
You thought if you became famous they would be proud of you.
That he would be proud of you.
For as long as you can remember, you fought for your father's acceptance.
You wanted him to notice that you existed, to look at you with the same affection you looked at your other siblings.
But it never happened that way. You thought it was because you were weak.
Everyone else was so unique and talented.
And you were just (name). The only thing that stood out about you was the fact that you had the last name 'Wayne'.
But then you were a nobody.
But on stage, you could forget all your worries. You could feel that people loved you.
They praised you, loved you, and supported you.
Even though you knew it was fake, it was all always fake.
They only loved the perfect (name), the one who never made mistakes and was always smiling.
You should be perfect. Your job as an idol was to give the fans what they wanted.
Your feelings didn't matter; you had to give people what they wanted, even if it killed you.
You knew all the admiration was only superficial, but it still felt so good.
For the first time, you felt loved, even if it was fake.
You made bad decisions throughout your life, from personal to romantic.
You ended up pregnant after sleeping with a stranger. You thought you'd finally found the love of your life.
But all he did was use your body for pleasure.
And even though you knew he never loved you and only used you, you knew there was a little bit of love in it.
Or so you wanted to think, so you wouldn't feel stupid.
But being an idol and being pregnant wasn't easy.
Your agency decided to hide everything. It would be terrible if one of their idols was pregnant.
It would ruin your entire reputation.
They couldn't allow that. One of they best idols was hated.
You wanted to call Bruce, tell him everything that happened.
But you were too cowardly.
What if he was disappointed?
Maybe he'd think you called him to take advantage of him.
Maybe he'd tell you you were an idiot for the things you did; you were too young.
You knew it was a risky decision, but you decided to keep the baby.
Although apparently it wasn't a baby, but twins.
You were happy because you felt that after so much time, you wouldn't be alone anymore.
You would be able to start a family; that was what you always wanted.
Months later, your babies were born. You had never felt so happy in your life.
That day, you swore you would protect them with your life.
For the first time, you experienced what love was, and this time, it wasn't fake.
You're so cute, Aqua!"
You said laughing, squeezing one of he chubby cheeks.
You decided to retire from show business for a while; you wanted to dedicate all your time to your children.
You didn't want them to feel the same way you did.
You would be a better version of them.
"Oh!" You felt a small push on your arm and could see Ruby looking at you with those eyes of hers. They were so similar, yet so different from you. "You're very pretty too, Ruby. The cutest girl in the world!"
You hugged them both with all your strength. Everything you'd ever dreamed of was now yours.
For the first time in your life, you allowed yourself to feel loved.
This love wasn't fake; it was real.
Here, you didn't need to lie or pretend.
The doorbell rang, snapping you out of your thoughts.
"Uh? I don't remember ordering anything..."
You said, getting up from the couch.
You left Aqua and Ruby in the living room as you headed for the door.
But Aqua was too stubborn and decided to follow you. he felt something wasn't right.
You opened the door and found a strange man standing there, but you were surprised when you saw the flowers he was carrying. Perhaps it was a gift from your manager.
It wasn't uncommon for someone from your company to send you gifts to let them know you were okay.
But you could barely react when you felt something sharp enter your abdomen.
"M-Mom..."
Was all he could say when he saw the whole The blood in the hallway and the man with the knife in his hand
Apparently, one of your fans had found out you had children, that you had a family
And he couldn't stand that his 'innocent and tender' (name) had some kind of boyfriend or husband
So he decided to kill you as revenge
The man ran out of your apartment; you barely had the strength to close the door, and your body collapsed right there
Aqua ran to hug you even though he knew your blood was staining his body
You could only hug him tighter as you tried to reach the phone on the wall
Aqua saw you dial a number and how the brightness of your eyes grew dimmer when the voicemail rang
It seemed like not even in the midst of death could you count on your family
"Dad...?" You said, barely trying not to choke on your own blood. "I know you probably d-don't want to talk to me... and I understand, but..."
You could feel Aqua squeezing you tighter, trying to keep your blood from spilling out. You could see Ruby from the other side of the glass.
Her look of terror hurt you. It hurt to see how scared she looked.
And you understood. No child should see their mother die.
You barely gave her a weak smile. You wanted to go over and hug her, but your body could barely hold the phone.
"Please... take care of Aqua and Ruby. They're all I have." A long silence fell over the room, and only small sobs could be heard in the hallway. For the first time in your life, you were afraid of dying. "Dad... I'm scared... please take care of them."
Your voice grew fainter and fainter, the brightness in your eyes dimmed, and tears streamed down your face.
A small "I love you" was heard, but Aqua couldn't tell if you were saying it to him, Ruby, or the man you were talking to.
The phone fell to the floor, and Aqua could feel the soft beat of your heart stop.
Your body felt as cold as snow.
He see his mother die before his eyes, and he couldn't do anything.
That day, Aqua promised himself he would kill the man who did this to you.
And maybe he would seek revenge. Your own father didn't answer your call when you asked for help. What kind of family was that?!
The message was sent, and the only noise left in the room was Aqua's frantic breathing and Ruby's crying from the other side of the glass.
Bruce could only repeat the voicemail over and over again. All he had left of you was your voice pleading for help.
He was supposed to be Batman, a hero.
But he wasn't even able to save his own daughter. Maybe if he answered that call, you'd still be alive.
He thought if he pushed you away, you wouldn't have to suffer anything. Being a vigilante wasn't easy, and he thought if he kept you away from him, he wouldn't have to put you in danger.
But even so, now you were dead.
When you mentioned Aqua and Ruby, he didn't know what you meant, but when he found out you were pregnant and had children, he felt worse.
You were pregnant and you never told him!? It sounded so hypocritical, and he knew it, but he couldn't stand that you decided to hide something as important as that.
Why didn't you ever call him? Even though I knew he didn't call you, it was for a good reason.
He wanted to keep you away from any danger, and he was too cowardly to call you.
After so many years, what could I say to you?
He ignored you your whole life. Would you let him back into your life?
Would you still consider him family after all this time?
He was a coward, and he knew it.
He wanted to have you back in his arms and make up for lost time.
But now you were just a memory, a blurry memory because he couldn't even remember the sound of your laughter or your gaze.
Your voice was the only true sound of you he could remember now.
But he swore he'd make the guy who did this to you pay. Maybe this time he'd let go of the no-kill rule.
Meanwhile, the sound of the television in the living room filled the room.
There was no sound, just the reporter's voice as she said you'd been found dead in your apartment.
Your face appeared on the screen; no one could believe you were dead.
In everyone's head, they had different ways to make the man who did this suffer and torture him.
They knew it was hypocritical to worry about you now, but they loved you!
In their own way...
But there was still a little bit of affection for you.
Damian thought about using the Lazarus Pit to revive you. He knew the consequences, but he couldn't allow his older sister to be dead.
You were supposed to stay alive!
He and you are Wayne by blood, you can't die!
You can't leave him alone. You were so stupid to leave the mansion and become an idol.
But it's okay. He'll find the signature to revive you, and this time he won't let you go.
Jason thought about crushing that man's skull with his bare hands. He wasn't the best brother to you, and he knows it.
You used to get along, before the Joker killed him and then he was revived.
At that moment, he was filled with rage and felt like everyone had betrayed him.
And he pushed you away, thinking it was for the best.
He was afraid of breaking you. He had broken many things in his life, and you were the only thing he hadn't broken.
So he pushed you away out of fear and rejection, and right now, he regrets it so much.
He'll avenge his sister and kill anyone who dares to say anything about you.
Dick couldn't even process it. He was the older brother who held the family together.
But it was always very different. with you, ignoring your needs or forgetting you.
It wasn't on purpose! He swears.
He was just too caught up in his responsibilities that he put you aside.
He wanted to pretend it didn't affect him so much, but inside, he was devastated.
But he was going to make amends for his mistakes, but first, he had to take care of the bitch who dared to touch you.
Tim barely found out you died; his whole world fell apart. He wasn't even prepared for that.
Your death?
This couldn't be possible. How? When?
He had a plan for everything, but this?
This was simply out of his hands.
But he pushed himself and began to investigate more than any other detective. Your killer was good at hiding, but he was much smarter.
It wouldn't surprise anyone that he was the first to discover the culprit.
He liked psychological torture more than physical torture, so he knew he could have fun with it as soon as he got his hands on it.
They were a bad family, but they got better!
It wasn't easy for Aqua and Ruby to adapt to their new family either.
For them, Aqua and Ruby were the only thing closest to you.
They were so similar to you.
Although Ruby accepted the overprotectiveness and affection, Aqua denied it.
He knew their intentions, Aqua still hated them for all the harm they caused.
He was going to get revenge on the man who did this to you and on your family.
They didn't deserve you; they're all hypocrites and manipulators.
Aqua knew your whole family was crazy.
I just hoped they weren't crazy enough to revive you.
They would never do that, right?
Right...?
After a long time, I decided to post something again.
Artist's block was the worst thing that could have happened to me.
I don't know if I'll do a second part; I'm too lazy to do any kind of series. So, it's an open ending
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