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˚୨୧₊♱ lana, 22, she/they

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𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖉𝖚𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 my name is lana, im 22 years old, and i use she/they pronouns :3

𝖊𝖉 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔 i have had mia for 10+ years now. i was hospitalized in 2023 (partial and res) and am an ed tumblr vet. this most recent relapse has been my worst to date, so please be kind. lol

𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖘 gothic/alternative fashion/music, kpop, sanrio, horror, studio ghibli, & anime !

𝖍𝖔𝖇𝖇𝖎𝖊𝖘 drawing/painting, dancing, singing, witchcraft, playing games (animal crossing, mario kart, & fortnite especially !)

˚୨୧₊♱ stats (lbs)

height: 5’3

sw: 240

cw: 152.2

lw: 150.6 (feb24)

gw1: 170 ♡

gw2: 160 ♡

gw3: 140

gw4: 120

gw5: 110

ugw: 88

monthly update tag: #lana’s monthly check ins 🃏

I wish I had more friends, it sucks ass when you've only got 2 people to text when bored but they hardly reply 😂

I haven't lost weight in 5 days and I'm under eating I'm seen a few people say to eat regularly for a day. Has this work for you?

550 Cals for today! Ate quite a bit for little Cals!

Lunch: 350 -

creamy tomato soup

2 homemade mini chicken tacos

Dinner: 187

Deer roast- 67 (ate a small amount)

Small corn cob with butter- 120

Probably over estimated but better safe than sorry.

I've been stick at 183 for 5 days 😤

I haven't shit so I know when I do it'll help but God damn

I've ate 600 Cals some days, 400 some, and 800.

I wanna see the scale moovvee

I ate a higher amount than I'm pleased with. 830 calories and I probably over estimated but I ate at a restaurant so I'm not sure how many calories there was in general.

Grilled chicken- 170 but rounding to 300 incase of any oils. (Didn't taste any but not sure)

Fries - 300 (pretty sure I'm over estimating, they looked and tasted baked and there wasn't much fries at all, maybe a little over a serving?)

Few bites of bread with a small amount of butter - 80

Ketchup-50

Eggs blueberry waffle - 90

820 Cals in total but I really feel like I over counted and binged at the same time.

I threw up my food, yet I peed myself a lil bit. Umm idk😭

It’s embarrassing how I’ve been wanting to lose weight since I was 12. I’m 20 and I keep losing the same few pounds every time. Like bitch it’s time to lock in and get to your ugw of 95lbs.