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i just wanna change.

(still under cut)

Fall 2020, Digital Media Illustration

Project 2: Narrative Portraiture & GIF

Hero

The face looks pretty weird for my style, but that’s fine

Masterpost

JJBA: Tainted Love. (Kars x Holly Jostar part 1)

I MADE A FANFIC!!!!!

WARNING THERE IS A LITTLE SPICY WORDING.

Part 1: Kars’s Return & Revenge Plan.

When Kars awoke he could hardly believe it, he was back, back on earth!

He relished the feeling of cool moist earth beneath his feet and air in his lungs but most of all he cherished the thought of getting his revenge on Joseph Jostar.

Kars learned the year was 1969…31 years had been in space. He had managed to track the pesky primitive down to a place called “new-york” and observed him from afar, “I want him to suffer, truly suffer for what he did to me” Kars snarled to himself. Kars saw from his vantage point on a high rooftop that Joseph had grown old and slow so a physical fight with him would be anticlimactic “what good would it be to snuff out a weak old man’s life?” Kars mumbled…but then he saw her.

A beautiful young woman, about 20 in age who turned out to be Joseph’s daughter, she was sweet and meek and fragile “if I kill her that would break his old heart…hmm but no that’s still not enough” he grumbled.

He watched her for a while, followed her for a day or two, observing her every move.

She was just so…saccharinely sweet, she radiated an air of beauty and delicateness…but also kindness and compassion…Kars was amused. “I know what to do now, I know how to make Jojo suffer” he plotted “I’ll convince his sweet daughter to love me then I’ll break her heart…and poison his bloodline” Kars devilishly thought.

Holly, that was her name, Holly Jostar, Kars followed her one night as she was out, a group of men with ill intentions swarmed around her, Kars saw his opportunity and acted.

Kars swooped down from the rooftop and snatched her away, “who-who are you?” she said, both afraid and…a little excited, “Kars, my name is Kars” he whispered seductively, “well it’s…nice to meet you..I never knew I had such a handsome guardian angel” she giggled, Kars grinned “perfect, she’s falling already” he thought.

He visited her regularly, in secret of course from Joseph.

He brought her flowers, played guitar for her, took her flying across the city, she fell in love with him faster and faster…but…she also did things for him.

She baked for him, sang for him and even drew wonderful portraits for him…

One night, during the time humans call “Christmas” Kars started to rethink his plan, he had grown to really like Holly…perhaps even…love her.

Like he had loved Esi before…

Kars felt the heat of the hearth and heard the howling of the wind outside and was reminded of them…and of who took them from him. NO. He needed to avenge them.

He may love Holly…and it may hurt his heart to do this…but he could not forgive Joseph.

That night he and Holly took their relationship further than before…they became closer on a more…carnal level.

But all the while, even in the deepest throws of passion, Kars felt guilt, guilt for what he was doing. 

It did not take long for Holly to find out she was with child…his child.

An Abomination.

Kars went through with it…

He found Joseph, told him everything and laughed at how angry and horrified he was…but deep down he was disgusted with himself for hurting Holly, he hurt someone he loved…again.

Kars escaped Joseph’s wrath, for an old man he could still put up a fight…but Kars didn’t want to fight anymore…he was done.

He had avenged his lover and his son’s deaths by ruining his second chance at love…Kars fled.

He adapted his body and fled to the deepest darkest part of the ocean where he sat in the void in silence…eventually he just stopped thinking.