In this letter, I hope that I can say all I need to say about your…poem.
I loved you too Orian. Deeply.
I wanted nothing more but to drop everything, EVERYTHING for you!
You made me feel safe & happy, things in my life I never experienced much of.
I wanted nothing more but to be yours.
But I couldn’t because they needed me. I needed someone like me. I am in a position where I can change things.
And I did.
Bots started to care about the ones that slaved away at those mines. Bots started to care about me. A lowly caste slave that fought & killed. And…I was ”blessed” with the name Megatronus.
I did what I had too to survive. I spoke out and did what I had to do for change. For not just me, but for the other bots that suffered far worse then I and those bots that died horrid & cruel deaths..But when I met you, I was selfish.
I finally had something I could call my own. Love.
How it can blind you more then sulfur, believe me I would know.
I wanted you.
But Orion…Optimus…WHOEVER YOU ARE ANYMORE YOUR CONFUSING ME.
Your letter was confusing because I don’t know what you want?
You want me to surrender? Truce? Make up? Keep fighting? DIE?!
You yourself are confused at what you truly want.
Well…I know what I want.
I am not giving up all this work, all this pain all this progress just to run back to you.