Follow Your Passion: A Seamless Tumblr Journey
Never have I mourned for a character then some hoity-toity old fake priest chocolate rabbit, and it's actually emotionally devastating to see any mention of him. I have blitzed through a crown of candy and half of that was propelled by my emotional attachment to lapin. A sneaky stuffy old rabbit man that practises secret magic, and comes off untrustworthy because of it. He asks the Sugar Plum Fairy if these people are worth it, and makes his own choice on that question by the end!!!!!! "I misjudged you chancellor" "oh shut up" ?!?!!?!!??! Just constantly going "were all going to die" and then does everything in his power to save everyone, and HE dies. AND THEN THE SNIPPETS OF HIS CHARACTER YOU NEVER GET TO SEE WHEN HE WAS ALIVE!!!!!!! HE WAS A LOW BORN STREET URCHIN!!!!!!! HES NOT EVEN HERE TO TELL YOU THAT STORY!!!!!! Not only did I burst into absolute tears when he died in the cathedral as everyone fled, but I burst into tears at every other mention of him. I thought he was gone from the rest of the story!!!! What do you mean he snatches Liam up to talk to him about the truth of the powers in the world?!?!? What do you mean that Preston is still hanging out with Lapin in their strange limbo of fake afterlife before they go?!?!?! What do you mean that Lapin fondly sees Liam eats that wish seed, one last time before they finish wrapping things up?!?!?!? I didn't expect to see him at all in the story after he died, and I have cried my fucking eyes out. Lapin you stupid self sacrificing badass rabbit. I wished he had survived so that I could've seen that dynamic play out more with Theo cause I loved their bickering. Lapin going "I wasn't mad at you" when he speaks to Liam again after he died. I am so emotionally distraught over this fucking chocolate rabbit. My favourite guy of all time and he was only there for six episodes. What a character.
A TREE OF CHOCOLATE AND FAMILIAR TINFOIL GROWING CHOCOLATE FRUITS THAT CINNAMON EATS, WISHES FOR A BETTER WORLD, THAT MAKES HIM GROW WONDER INSTEAD OF HUNGRY!?!?!?!??!?????!!??? ARE YOU TRYING TO FUCKING KILL ME???????????? Lapin..... Lapin.......!!!!!!
I'm gonna watch the adventuring party for acoc and it's gonna slaughter me on the spot
No, i am not sad, i am not mad, is just that i am so tired of trying to feel good with my life and with myself, trying not to cry when i see myself in a mirror or in photos, tired of not doing things the way i wanted, tored of crying about every little thing, tired of not being loved the way i love someone, and TIRED of feeling alone when i am surrounded by people.
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they’re all lovers of fat men
every single one of them
double chins and love handles they eat that shit up
How many women before me were able to stand in their power unapologetically?
Or how many were cognizant of their magical gifts, their power, but were not able to express it out of fear of being persecuted or reviled?
I pay homage to my matriline by being the free and fluid woman my loving ancestors would dream to be. I am a woman who is rooted in her power and fearlessly stands true in it. I don’t shy away from my gifts; my curious and wild feminine nature stops at nothing to continue digging deeper and deeper.
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So...it’s been over a month since I started taking my fitness and health journey a little more seriously. I was on top of it for 3 weeks, but idk...After the 30th of June (which is the last time I stepped foot in the gym), I completely lost the motivation to keep working out. I haven’t even been going on walks either, which was something I started to look forward to and enjoy. Granted, the walk thing could be attributed to the weather. It’s gotten so hot that even at 5am, it’s already 95 degrees or higher. However, with the gym thing?...I’m really disappointed in myself. On top of that, my diet has been awful this week.
My body image has been beyond terrible. Monday was the worst I have felt about myself in a while. Even though I was hanging out with one of my lovely best friends, all I could think about was how my body looked in the dress I was wearing and if people were judging my appearance. I ended up wearing a jacket over the whole thing because I was so self-conscious.
Today, I’ve started to get back on track. The first thing I did this morning was meditate and repeat some of the many affirmations I have written down for myself. I have been lacking in keeping up with this and I plan to be more consistent in the near future. On top of this health and fitness journey, I’ve also been on a spiritual journey, which has also had a lot of ups and downs this past year and is a whole other thing that I will not get into today lol
I also ran some errands that I have been procrasting on doing. I had a salad for lunch (go me lol). I cleaned out my fridge, which I needed to do because I have not been home for a while and a majority of the items in there were expired. Now all is left is to go grocery shopping, which I plan to do tomorrow morning. I’m planning to put my dusty crockpot to use (if the food I make turns out good, I’ll share a picture of it).
Sorry for the long post. Again, this was mostly for me. I really want this blog to be a realistic place I feel free to share my journey, both the positive and negative.
This week was more on the negative side, but that’s okay. Tomorrow is another day :)
Honestly, I’m really frustrated with myself right now. It’s been incredibly difficult trying to stay motivated during this fitness journey. I feel really discouraged. My clothes don’t fit me anymore. I really hate what I see whenever I look in the mirror. I’ve been trying to adopt the mentality of loving myself no matter what, but it’s really hard. It doesn’t feel genuine. But, I really want to be able to love myself at all stages of this journey. I’m just not sure how to at this moment.
Tomorrow’s a new day and the start of a new week. I’m really hoping I can get back on track, especially with the semester ending soon. Maybe I’ll have more time then to really just focus on myself and my goals.
Question: How do you stay motivated?