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I've literally been reduced to burnout so many times for this exact reason, it's so unbelievably awful.
The amount of times I've wanted to write out all of my headcanons, story ideas, world concepts, and what-have-you's and then all of it suddenly just... Vanishes. No words. Nothing. Completely blank. All because I can't get over the innate fear (and expectation) of, "This person doesn't actually care. They're just waiting for me to stop talking so they can divert the subject to something else as quickly as possible." And it's just so heartbreaking to watch my own passion be doused and deflate in real-time.
Sometimes, I wish I could seriously relate to someone else who has the same level of fixation on my niche interests that I do, understands it, and has genuine care for me whilst participating, but I haven't really gotten that click with someone, yet. I still feel pretty alone in the things I fixate on, but I'm trying to enjoy it more in my own time! ππ»
that feeling of wanting to talk about hyperfixations/special interests to someone but not knowing how to put it into words anymore after a lifetime of being told "shut up no one cares stop talking about the things you like" By literally everyone in your life and learning to completely suppress that part of yourself into numbness
me when the f/o is there and i see the f/o and they are there and i see them and i see them in my sight and my f/o i see them on screen they are there on the screen and i see them and they are there (my f/o)
I think some of you forgot that autistic people sometimes act strange and say things that are poorly worded and speak with incorrect tone and misunderstand or miss social cues because they are autistic
*types up a stupid little rant*
*saves it as a draft*
*doesnβt ever post it*
*doesnβt ever delete it either*
Not me thinking, "Where did the other 10% go?" Trick question, that's the secret anxiety vault. We don't talk about her.
the neurodivergent experience:
20% of the time: wowwieee!!! i love my passions and interests!!!!! they make me so happy i want to jump up and down!!!!! weee!!!!!!! :3333333333
80% of the time: this mind is a prison
Do you feel that? The Earthquakes?
self shipping will have you reading their wiki page again and again and again and again and
I love you selfshippers with niche f/os. I love you selfshippers with f/os that make people go "why them, of all people?" I love you selfshippers with f/os that people do not understand. it's beautiful
hating on x reader fics is genuinely like. so weird to me .wowww someone wants to imagine dating a fictional character. wow someone did the mortal sin of pretending their fav loves them.. boo fucking hoo people are dying
uuurgghh I'm having a stroke..... OF GENIUS ,!!!!! MWAAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA
Do you tend to like villains because you're at your core immoral in your real life too
i like villains because they're hot
canon: they died
fanfic: fUCK YOU
nintendo world in new york city (2005-2007)
took apart an old keyboard and made the keys into a jewelry accessory line β¨ ππ±
missionary? doggy?? umΒ personally i prefer
Ok, so the kids at my school keep changing the backgrounds in the computer lab:
So I put this as one of the backgrounds
Yesterday, I found that someone changed my background to something soccer related, so just to mess around with them, I put this
Today, I looked at all the computers around me, plus my computer and
You childrenβ¦β¦β¦β¦..
You are playing aΒ dangerous game.
stop smiling everyone's dying Lita ππππ
31 days of agere stimboards day 18: your favorite kidsβ book!
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