Follow Your Passion: A Seamless Tumblr Journey
Just got back from a pain specialist and I'm vibrating with happiness because they actually listened and gave me a diagnosis that actually describes what I'm experiencing. It feels so amazing to be listened to by doctors knowing that they could have easily blown me off.
It makes me think of all the people who still struggle with getting the right diagnosis, or even a diagnosis at all. I know it seems like a never ending battle with assholes who won't listen but please don't back down. Don't let them ruin your quality of life just because they think they know better and have a fancy degree. It does get better, and eventually you will find peace in a diagnosis with medication or accommodations. Just know you'll always have lil ole me in your corner rooting for you!
Worst part of being in a fandom is obsessing over a character that doesn't get a whole lot of attention. I can barely find any fanart and cool work about my favorite character because he's not a mAiN cHarAcTer
(if you see this send me all the artwork and fics and cool people who also like Eskel please I'm sobbing)
My dream engagement/wedding ring is something odd and strange and something that makes you think it's cursed. Something that if you're not careful will whisper ancient secrets of the earth in a language that has been around before even humans roamed. OR I'll settle for one of my partners teeth turned into a ring (or their blood turned into a ring like that one guy on TikTok makes)
Having a sexuality and shit is so weird because I want to date boys as a boy but also as a girl and I want to date girls as a girl but also as a boy and it's like what?? What does that even mean?? Am I trans, am I genderfluid, am I gay or straight or bi, WHAT IS EVEN GOING ON.
And then certain labels don't feel right and others do, so idk if I'm nonbinary or genderqueer or Gendervoid OR abrogender because they all feel right (some more than others) but genderfluid and genderflux don't feel right so WHAT IS GOING ON BRO. And it's the same for my sexuality ToT
(sorry this was a rant it's just so confusing and idk who to talk to about this other than the amazing and very gay individuals of Tumblr)
Catch me outside at the function collecting rocks and sticks because I'm just a silly bird and human interaction is scary