Follow Your Passion: A Seamless Tumblr Journey
im feeling down but theres nothing i want to do or buy i dont even wanna buy food which is something i always wanna do whenever im upset
was supposed to play overwatch with a discord server im somewhat active in but like no one showed
i hate having no friends. being alone is fun until youre reminded that youre truly alone
and like i really want to share the fact that im having bottom growth and have people tell me in that moment that theyre proud and happy of me but i have no one :’)
might just post it randomly to a discord server im in meant to tmen and get my validation from there
and im constantly like “i wish i had a bf” but i really dont wanna use dating apps they fucking suck
grindr is so damn scary and comes off as “scam the app” then i feel like shit using any other dating app i dont wanna swipe on ppl thats mean
idk. just sad and lonely rn
You know, all that shit that your brain makes up every now and then
That you're uncapable of change
That you're just pretending
That you are worthless
That you're wasting time
That in the future you will be so sorry for what you did or didn't do
Trying to shut it doesn't help. You need to face all that crap - slam the door and say:"Bring it on, bitch!"
And then
Take all the skill you have in debating
And destroy the annoying fucker
Not literally though, you kind of need it to live