Sleep Deprived Thoughts - Blog Posts

Have you ever wondered why you keep making mistakes that you already made before but just in a different font. I know I’m loud and obnoxious and crazy and a little bit insane but I feel like I’m making the same mistakes in relationships so for over again until everything I make burns up to a pile of wax.

Found this AU (dbda mlp au) and had the immediate thought of what if Monty was a dragon. Like he's this "small", cute manned dragon (or wyvern I've been tossing it around) that Esther bought as an egg and never actually tried to teach him anything so his brain is very stunted. He's practically an oversized cat. Most of the time she uses him for the flame postal service and retrieving items, mostly minimal tasks she can’t spend her precious time on; that and using his feathers as an unlimited supply of quills :3. Plus having a fire breathing dragon is good when heating a cauldron.

Esther most of the time has a spell that keeps some chains looped his snout and chained to something moving to partially muzzle him and keep in a confined area. When Charles and Edwin retrieved Becky Aspen they had the strange feeling like they were being watched and Charles swore he could hear the scraping of metal when he was on the case. Making the house’s atmosphere even more unnerving. After they saved Becky, Esther was like, fuck it, and turned him into a pony to get revenge, gotta lure those kids.

Not the most plausible (?) cause like it changes some of the aspects by a lot, but like some goofy probably crack HC. Anyways have some dragon Monty doodles.

I both hate and love public lobbies in Dandy’s World. I’m not even sure if there’s a word that can describe how I feel about them.

They can be SO random. A pro run there everyone dies before even floor 5. A normal run with, like, 2 other players, and you reach floor 20. A main run there everyone chooses to play as Shrimpo at the last second. Dandy’s World with random players can be so magical and so awful at the same time…

I can have beef with someone over a medkit and literally a second later bully Dandy Baldicus together with them. One can try to kill me on one floor and literally save my life on the next one. I can argue with another person and then become their bestie a second later. Literally everything can happen in a public lobby run🐺🐺🐺

And I like this beautifully chaotic energy. Sometimes I hate public lobbies, sometimes I love them. But I could never get tired of them because they are magical.

Public lobbies are fun🔥

I am far too sleep deprived for this shit  it’s 2 in the morning and my brain randomly said to me “Zoolander just got a husbandry update” do I know what this means no, do I particularly care right now also no, is this phrase now gonna haunt me for the rest of my life wondering what the fuck it means absolutely of fucking course it is

It's 2:31 AM, my dear

And i am still awake

Thinking of our reckless words

On another restless night

Seeing you in every place

In the shadows of my room;

Your face

Smiling at me

Chasing away sleep

Like a childish game,

Of wolves and sheep.

Tired Thoughts

Some thoughts from my sleep deprived brain on colorblindness:

What if colorblind people are actually seeing things right, and everybody else is actually colorblind?

What if colorblind people can actually see a totally different color and we just call it purple or something?

What if colorblind people are piercing some sort of visible veil, seeing stuff that nobody else can?