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hello!

we're worldwide noises. we are a teenaged plural system of indeterminate number, and this is our blog. what's it about? nothing. just like seinfeld! click read more to find out more. warning, we overshare. a lot. read through the full thing to find the thin ice and dni lists respectively. and do not send us donation asks, especially if you're anonymous. we don't know which ones are real, and which ones are not.

there is also a more in-depth post explaining our stances in a simple format.

we (raz/lain, shi/hir pronouns) are white, mesosex, and collectively queer + oriented aroace & genderqueer. also seventeen years old, so mdni blogs please don't interact for your own sakes. however, we are turning eighteen in june (2025).

we are also taken, so please don't flirt with us romantically!!

we're medically diagnosed and/or recognized for: autism, adhd, anxiety, major depressive disorder, (c)ptsd, disruptive mood dysregulation disorder (a precursor to bipolar in most cases), unspecified dissociative disorder, and mild asthma. we also suspect to have idiopathic hypersomnia, dpdr, bpd, hpd, and some narcissistic traits — all with extensive research.

in short, we're fucked.

the part who will front the most & post the most is nec. i'm also the one writing this right now. although, i'm looking for different names for myself. i use shi/hir, vei/vein, and hy/hymn pronouns. i'm a gender non-conforming boygirl, as well as aroacespec and a bi-abro lesbian. and objectum and fictorose, just to add more to the fire.

i'm the one who has the out-system boyfriend... and the one who takes the brunt of our disorders. thanks chat

i'm very autistic about my interests! i love things such as: psychonauts (special interest of 3 years), dandy's world, vocaloid (including utsu-p, pinocchio-p, and the post-traumatic manifesto) (the latter being the theme of this account!), object shows, roblox, pokémon, and more! chances are if you've heard of something somewhat popular yet niche, i've been in the fandom or at least heard of it. share me your playlists! i love playlists, and have around 30+.

however, there are things i don't like. obviously. everyone has dislikes or even hate for things.

fans of vivziepop, dream smp, necrojimbo/analbonez, true crime community, alfred's playhouse, the coffin of andy and leyley, and hoyoverse content are on thin ice. all of these creators have absolutely been shown to be bad or at least questionable people in the past and present, and i'd rather fans of them remain wary. and the true crime community is just weird. there are families of murder victims out there on the internet seeing that shit, come on now. it's just immature and sickening.

and for people i don't want to interact at all,

i don't want these groups to interact with my posts or blog at all: zionists, darkshippers, pro contact for illegal paraphilias, radqueers, anti non-traumagenic systems, and anti-inclus. anti-inclus for me includes terfs (and by extension, radical feminists. y'all's ideology is full of bigotry whether you like it or not), and people who are against contradictory or "weird" labels. my blog is not for you! i will block you if i see you in my notifications. as someone who is queer, not fully traumagenic, a victim of countless horrible things, & more, i don't feel safe around you guys.

now uh. have fun don't die 🔥 here is my umm. dni banner too

Yes this is a cry for help

Correct me if I'm wrong, but is this not how the Great Depression started??

When the Ao3 addiction gets so bad you start dreaming of fics getting updates 💀

9/11 is a really difficult day for people my age.

Our main experience of 9/11 has been through jokes/memes.

Like, I know it was used as rhetoric to start the Iraq war, but it was still OBJECTIVELY a HORRIBLE tragedy. And now anytime someone says “9/11” I get all giggly, and I don’t know if people older than me understand.

What is happening to the world....

Spread this around!!!!

Saw Avengers: Endgame Last night (No Spoilers ahead)

First I want to thank RDJ for the time and effort he put into these movies. He single-handedly held up this franchise and we owe him so much.

Thank you, Chris Evans. For bringing one of my most beloved superheroes to life. To me Captain America is the embodiment of what human kind should strive to be; Kind, Accepting, and Steadfast. (Also: FUCK YOU, NICK FUCKING SPENCER RIGHT IN THE ASS WITH A BURNING CHAINSAW. JUST.... FUCK YOU, MAN. RUSSOS, YOU’RE FUCKING NEXT. YOU KNOW THE SCENE I’M TALKING ABOUT AND YOU KNOW IT DIDN’T NEED TO BE IN THERE!)

Now:

I’m fine I promise, I just:

Yeah...

Hi there! I just found out that I got a pulled tendon in my right leg, and it hurts to stand or sit or do normal things. So that sucks like crazy!!!

I’m gonna try to heal up as best I can. Maybe do some digital art or animation on my phone to past the time. ☺️ (cough ‘new JSE projects’ cough)

I hope I get better.

Love you guys❤️