This One's Good Too - Blog Posts

🐝  *  ―  𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑲𝑰𝑵 𝑷𝑨𝑹𝑲 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.  (  all of these are taken from the album ‘meteora’ released in 2003.  feel free to adjust to better fit your muses.  )

❛  sometimes i need you to stay away from me.  ❜ ❛  just give me myself back and don't stay.  ❜ ❛  sometimes i feel like i trusted you too well.  ❜ ❛  somehow i need to be alone.  ❜ ❛  i don't need you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i wanna heal.  ❜ ❛  i wanna let go of the pain i've felt so long.  ❜ ❛  i wanna find something i've wanted all along, somewhere i belong.  ❜ ❛  i've got nothing to say.  ❜ ❛  so what am i?  ❜ ❛  i will never know myself until i do this on my own.  ❜ ❛  i wanna feel like i'm somewhere i belong.  ❜ ❛  but i can't pretend this is the way it'll stay.  ❜ ❛  i can't pretend i'm who you want me to be.  ❜ ❛  no, no turning back now.  ❜ ❛  the very worst part of you is me.  ❜ ❛  this isn't what i wanted to be.  ❜ ❛  you think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down.  ❜ ❛  so many people like me put so much trust in all your lies.  ❜ ❛  i'll never trust a single thing you say.  ❜ ❛  i would retrace every wrong move that i made.  ❜ ❛  if i could stand up and take the blame, i would.  ❜ ❛  sometimes i remember the darkness of my past.  ❜ ❛  pretending i don't feel misplaced is so much simpler than change.  ❜ ❛  it's like no matter what i do, i can't convince you.  ❜ ❛  but i'll be here 'cause you're all that i got.  ❜ ❛  don't turn your back on me.  ❜ ❛  you're gonna listen to me, like it or not.  ❜ ❛  sometimes i wonder why this is happening.  ❜ ❛  you've become a part of me.  ❜ ❛  i don't know what's worth fighting for.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how i got this way, i know it's not alright.  ❜ ❛  i don't know who to trust.  ❜ ❛  i won't trust myself with you.  ❜ ❛  so i suppose that it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt.  ❜ ❛  but you don't want to hear me.  ❜ ❛  i'm tired of being what you want me to be.  ❜ ❛  all i want to do is be more like me and be less like you.  ❜ ❛  can't you see that you're smothering me?  ❜ ❛  you were just like me with someone disappointed in you.  ❜