Would Y’all Care If I Posted Like— My Hogwarts Dr Discography In Its Entirety But Also Song Spotlights

we getting drunk and doing some scripting boutta live it up in here for real I am going to be Grayson Hawthorne’s literal nightmare and he will love me let’s gooooooo

“my hogwarts academia dr is gonna be chill, just vibes, less chaotic than my hogwarts band dr—”

I’m a goddamn liar.

I’ve started scripting a few songs I want to write along with my novel & poetry collection. I’ve added dramatic lore. I’ve scripted that lore comes back to haunt me quite literally.

Can I have one dr where I’m not putting myself through despair? Please?

Spoiler: the answer is no.

To the Shifters Who Are Tired.

I know. I know how exhausting it feels. The waiting, the trying, the nights where you lay there wondering if you’re doing something wrong. The moments where you start to question if shifting is even real, if you’re capable, if you’ll ever get there.

But listen to me, every single shifter who made it has felt this way before. Every person who woke up in their DR has had nights filled with doubt, exhaustion, and frustration. You are not alone, and you are not failing.

Shifting isn’t about perfection. It’s about trust. And right now, your subconscious is listening. If you keep telling yourself you can’t shift, that you’ve “failed,” it will believe you. So instead, tell it the truth:

You are shifting. You are capable. You are getting closer every day.

my dr wardrobe gives me butterflies. i fear i was simply built for this level of slay.

i write about shifting in my physical diary because there’s no reason i would ever stop being a shifter and i have no reason to be embarrassed about leaving a record. it’s what consumes most of my thoughts anyway

“shifting showed me the will to live a thousand lives, when i didn’t even have the strength to live one.”

my shifting “routine” at this point is not caring because i’ve done enough affirmations and intentions, i have to shift and i will shift

I got three moods when it comes to missing my s/o’s

1. My soul aches so bad I can feel it in my bones. We are meant to be together but I’m here and can’t figure out how to get out. I need them like I need oxygen in my lungs. I’m suffocating every moment I’m not with them.

2. Pancakes in the morning. Soft evenings doing nothing but lounging around the house. Cuddling on Christmas Eve by the fire place. Picking flowers in a field. God they’re so fucking pretty I love them so much.

3. I need my tongue down their throat’s IMMEDIATELY

EMMA, MY BELOVED, I DEVASTATINGLY NEED YOUR HELP. So nowadays when I wanna shift I do my thing and then fall asleep and wake up and go back to sleep again hoping to shift then wake up and this cycle continues. Then I realize I've wasted my precious time here and haven't shifted and just fall behind things in life in general. (I try to shift around the afternoon because I usually fall asleep at night) What do I do to end this cycle? It's become very unhealthy and I can't seem to stop because I have hope to shift.

you need to stop using sleep as a trapdoor. like i get it. i get it so bad. you're clinging instead of claiming. shift awake. shift before sleep. shift while brushing your teeth. shift while doomscrolling. shift before you even think about sleeping. you're not stuck, you're just trying to break through a door that was never locked. stand up. you're allowed to choose it now. you're allowed to shift in the middle of being alive

the love i hold for my dr s/o needs to be studied because ain’t no way I feel this mUCH