Why Tf Do Endos Treat Being A System Like Its An Identity That You Can Pick And Choose To Label? Why

struggling so hard with whats real and whats not rn

we keep having super vivid dreams that are definitely reflecting some personal experiences and fears but they just are set in like our day to day life situations and its terrifying waking up and not knowing if it really happened or not

THE ONLY WICCAN I LIKE IS THE MARVEL CHARACTER WICCAN CAUSE HES FUCKIN COOL AS SHIT

AGE REGRESSOR KAZ PART TWO

If Jesper and Inej are in the know:

-jesper would play with him (hc jes regresses to ~10-12)

-inej would be extra protective of her boys

-inej and jesper would absolutely dote on their boy like he needs a snack? jesper's on it. a drink? inej is already holding it

-they would take turns covering for kaz when it comes to work stuff

-jesper likes to tell him stories his mom used to tell him and inej likes to tell him the stories of her saints

-they sit right next to him so he can feel their body heats and know that theyre there even tho he cant deal with touch

-if theyre gone for too long he starts slipping younger and crying

-eventually they work up to being able to scratch his head (kaz deserves head scratches gosh darn it) and he absolutely melts into them

-jesper gets kaz a soft and warm blanket made out of a patchwork of brightly colored fabrics that match some of his outfits so that he always has a part of him with him

-jesper also makes little metal toys for kaz to enjoy

-inej tracks down sweets and

more stuffed animals for kaz to enjoy

-JESPER ABSOLUTELY GETS HIM A STUFFED GOAT NAMED MILO

part one

disclaimer: im not a fan of endogenic systems, i dont believe you can be a system and not have trauma but i have questions for endogenic systems:

for endogenics or ppl that call themselves mixed origin because some alters are formed without trauma; you are aware that thats called an aparent normal part and thats a sign of trauma correct? like everything on the dissociation spectrum has it so you have to have at least one anp

how do you even know where one alter ends and another begins? youd have to dissociate to have the amnesia barriers seperating your parts and to do that means youd need like a huge stresser in your life which would be the caus of you being plural which would then make you traumagenic so like how does that even work?

also does anyone have actual trustworthy resources on endogenic systems that supports their existance?

HEAR ME OUT

Frank goes to rehab and comes back and slowly starts spiraling because he's actually taking the time to focus on himself and who he is and suddenly realizes that he might not actually be a he

Cue a scene of him sobbing his heart out in Abby's arms as he has the big realization

Abby's of course super supportive (I'm a big fan of queer abby) and takes Frank out shopping to find some outfits to try out to figure out their own personal style and identity

Frank still is proud to be called a dad but absolutely loves when Tanner calls them Dad in public on a more feminine day where she's wearing a skirt and very obviously looks feminine. Frank's a chaotic bastard that takes pride in being a menace in public

She obviously tells Mel first and this sets off a course of events where Mel Abby and Frank end up in a queer sapphic polycule (mel is acearo so its very qpp too)

the others in the ED learn because one of Frank's new trans friends (because duh she abby and mel are obviously going to community events) comes in due to some injury (maybe a non serious car crash or smth) and gets super confused because that is Frankie and their pronouns are she/they why are all these people calling this badass lesbian doctor a he

they have a concussion and so in a moment of confusion lets it slip and Frank just laughs and just shrugs and is like yea youre right because she loves fucking with her friends and so now the entire ED staff are like oh god have I been misgendering my friend this whole time and none of them are comfortable enough to ask until finally santos is like dude are you trans because she just does not gaf and is tired of the others all being uncomfortable

frank's just like yea have been for a while and keeps moving

robby especially is internally freaking out a bit because hes a good attending™️ and cant believe he missed this major part of his favorite resident

It's insane when RAMCOA deniers will say "mind control and brainwashing doesn't exist", "this specific type of organized abuse doesn't exist", and "nobody will ever believe your absurd story" when there are documentaries of stories of this stuff that also doesn't feed into the Satanic Panic y'all cry about RAMCOA spreading. Please watch Jan Broberg's documentary "Abducted In Plain Sight". Please watch the 90s documentary about The Children Of God organization. Look at the COUNTLESS Epstein documentaries. It exists and us victims are not making up "absurd stories". Ffs this shit is STILL going on, look at the shit going on in the Catholic church and many other churches. Look at the fucking P-Diddy case. RAMCOA, especially RA and MC, exists and is still going on.

And fuck off with the "the abuse exists, RAMCOA doesn't" because that makes no sense and you sound like a fucking dumbass. This type of abuse exists but at the same time it doesn't?? Fuck off. "Noooo the conspiracies don't exist" then say the conspiracies ABOUT RAMCOA doesn't exist not that RAMCOA is one in itself. Because it's not, there's just conspiracies ABOUT it that definitely don't exist and absolutely need to be called out. But RAMCOA being a conspiracy in itself?? It's not it's just a term for a specific type of abuse. Calling a term for a specific type of abuse a conspiracy is basically saying the abuse itself doesn't exist and is a conspiracy. Which is fucked because the topics in the documentaries and ongoing cases I mentioned counts as RAMCOA.

Starting my islamic conversion process at the same time I'm preparing to get married to my wife whos starting her judaism conversion process

I'm hoping no one here still sees Legion (legion.sys on TikTok) as a legitimate source of information, but just in case you do, you should probably know that they have recently:

Gone 100% down the radfem/TERF pipeline

Made fun of the male suicide rate and complained about Men's Mental Health Month (their excuse is that they don't want it to be during Pride Month, but considering they openly call themselves a "proud misandrist", I don't think it matters to them whether or not Men's Mental Health Month is in June)

Derailed conversations about the genocide in Gaza in order to rant and make bizarre accusations about Israel running a "multinational trafficking ring" in the United States and United Kingdom, decentering actual victims of genocide in order to talk about RAMCOA instead and imply that there are people in the US and UK who are "directly affected" by the genocide instead of, you know, the actual Palestinians being murdered; said that the genocide itself is RAMCOA

Said that surrogacy and adoption are both forms of human trafficking, referred to adoptive parents as "PIEs" or "parent-identified exploiters"

Posted islamophobic and anti-religious content; saying that "islam supports pedophilia" and that "all abrahamic religions" are misogynistic and that you cannot be feminist and religious simultaneously, and

Spread egregious misinformation about ME/CFS, its symptoms and its diagnostic criteria that is easily disproved with basic Google searches; specifically coming up with non-existent "levels" of ME/CFS and stating that ME/CFS results in the growth of white matter in the brain when it's actually associated with the opposite

fun fact some of us do this in our innerworld

i think they call it fistfight fridays or smth

its just a bunch of the guys and gals duking it out in a boxing ring for shits and giggles

i think they should add pvp to DID. i should be able to fistfight my headmates

The Pitt + this article from The Onion