Why Does It Feel Like With Every Relationship, Romantic, Platonic, Whatever, They’ve Always Already

Sorry for the blogspam tonight chat life’s a rollercoaster and I’m just figuring out how to steer

I should eat… but I can’t eat anything for another few hours or my mom will know I’m not sleeping again…

MY BROTHER JUST CASUALLY DROPPED THAT HE READS WEBTOONS TOO AND HE HAD THE NERVE TO SAY "Oh yeah [redacted] you would know something about webtoon wouldnt you"

...YOU READ WEBTOONS?? ...ALSO HEY WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN??

everything is going to shit

Update time!

I ended up taking the role!

I am now the proud voice of Noxiel the Angel! No idea what’s in store for him, but I can’t wait to find out.

This is going to be interesting to say the least!

I’m not using guardian angel as an insult, this isn’t about you right now.

So… I didn’t eat again today. I know I said I would but I genuinely didn’t have time this morning and I’m out of money to buy lunch.

I’ll eat something at dinner time I promise

God at this rate I’m gonna be more malnourished then that glowing russian twink/ref

This is where my life is at this point 😔

J - Just

I - Into

R - Risky

A - Antics

I - I also wanna die and drink and jack off and die and drink and jack off and die and drink--

first vent post/introduction i guess?

So, first things first. I'm Ticking Time Bomb, which originates from my first interaction here, about me being an explosive landmine. I'm not a great person but I'm trying to get better.

I have a bunch of things fucked up with my life.

I kinda messed up some stuff with someone I consider my best friend.

My life is on a rapid decline, but i've pulled it up from rock bottom before.

i apologize for even the smallest things like i always do. it's just part of how i am i guess