I Want You - Blog Posts

BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM. Yes, yes I want you in my room. *PEACE OUT*

Rabbit + Hips

to the boy who sits next to me in seventh period algebra, the one with fluffy light brown hair, the one who throws paper airplanes at me when the teacher isn’t looking, the one who drew an a-plus on my page when the teacher didn’t stamp mine, the one who told me his birthday but miscalculated how many days away it was, and the one who doesn’t remember me from middle school but makes an effort to greet me every day of my senior year:

i want to tell you how cute i think you are and i wish i could give you a kiss on the cheek after class each day and i want to give you the pink starburst and i hope your birthday was as joyful as you make me. and when i ask you to the football game next friday, i hope you’ll say yes. even though i am a boy, and even though i am trans, i hope the smiles and stares you sneak at me are truthful.

I can totally relate!

But, my love, don't forget us.

I will cherish ever moment, every good, every bad, every sad, every happy.

From every smile on your face to every tear on your cheek I will cherish you.

As you have taught me so much and helped me in ways even when no one else has.

When I was abandoned you came to me and when I was broken you healed me, when I was lost you found me, when I was at my worst you believed in me and I was so blind at those times to just say thank you and hold your hand.

It's always when the moment has gone or that one person you love so much slips away you realise, but by then it's too late.

Your heart is so pure and you are so fine. Your the girl of my dreams that's why when I first saw you, that night I will never forget it.

I wasn't supposed to but I fell in love your cute little smile hiding behind this would of pain and anxiety. But I wanted to bring the person I could see inside. The beautiful soul I can see till today when I look in your eyes out from within so the whole world could appreciate you.

Your not just a memory to me, your a part of me. Even though things didn't work out. I promised you that I will never give up on you.

We love each other so much that we hurt each other unintentionally. We are probably both innocent but so sick in love we make ourselves mad and turn on each other.

I never once stopped loving you. But I once was told a saying " the harder you grip sand in your hand the faster it slips away. The more open and loosely you cup your hand it remains forever".

I gripped you and protected you so tightly I made you run away. I was never ashamed of you, I never wanted to hide you, I never once had bad intentions for you. But only love and I'm sorry I showed it in ways that was unfamiliar to you.

The moment I broke myself when i got on that train and left you behind on the platform. My broken chicken. I'm so sorry sweetheart please forgive me. Ask was banging on the doors of the closing train and you didn't even look up at me you sat alone on the floor I panicked and I couldn't do anything to help you.

I love you forever to the end

Your my last love OVM

AA x

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❤️❤️❤️

My favorite today 🙂

I hate that I can't have you.

Joshua

Hard to find that moment that two become one. Not just one, but intertwined so tightly one can not find a seam.

My mind is at peace under the moonlight.

I find comfort in her, while my thoughts never stop turning in my mind, she dulls the noise of my tornado so all I hear is heartbeat.

My heart beats for her, aches when she's away, hurts when her rays afflicted by clouds and the storms of life, and I can't feel her light bathe my skin.

I wake and look for you.

I go to rest at night, only after I've let you be the last memory I have.

I love you, my moon, my good girl. ♥️🌝

For me it's no second thought to it, no wondering later if I made a mistake...... You are what I choose in this life, even if I'm not deserving of you.

More poetry in my book :)

I seek you out.... You are all I hunger for tonight.

I need you to be the last thing I taste, your salt drying on my lips, the final drops of your sliding deeper into me.

I need your heartbeat to be the last vibrational sound my ears enjoy as my ear presses into your warm flesh.

I crave the feeling you give... My heart beating faster and harder with every thought of you that slides through me, my blood pumping, muscles filling and straining, my erection aching harder for your energy, seeking your release.

Come here.....

I look at the gifts you sent every day now.

“it wasn’t until you smiled that my stomach twitched with a feeling i knew all too well, and suddenly all i could think was, “oh crap.””

- A.M. {why did it have to be you?}

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Im losing the plot gang

FREE ME

GOD IS REAL

what if we kissed above a burning pile of transphobes

Let's get married and run hand and hand away from the feds, skipping through the daisy fields...

Ahhemmmm, I feel called out. I could write several books about … or …….. or …… or the love of my life that I thought would be with me and essentially couldn’t have at that time. Tristian, my love, darling I wish I could have adopted you. A small adorable kitten, you captured my heart at first sight, with minutes I knew that that was something I hadn’t felt before, I this short amount of time. I imagined a whole life together, me reading my book, and your gray fur and magnificent soul distracting me. Not in a way I would get annoyed but in way that brings a gentle smile upon my face. A way that I could be mesmerized by your soul existence.A way that sparks some warmth in this cold, emotionless heart. Now, I have no clue where you might be, don’t forget about me, for I love you. ❤️ You are a love I couldn’t possibly have. A love that will never be fulfilled.

„For you, I was a chapter. For me, you were the book.“

— Tom McNeal, A quote by Tom McNeal

Why am i trusting him with my body if i cant even trust him with my mind?