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more about my car crash au

thanks to @ogzieoggleton for making me realize he has a nagging voice so now all this mf says is “she calls me” and nobody knows who he’s referring to until the ninja come

random thought in my head but what if there was this really angsty ninjago au where in s10 where garmadon drives the truck he gets into a really bad car crash which stops him from taking over ninjago and its like super bad or smth

Heres a demonstration 😋

anyways heres an alternative audio to this

”High achiever, don’t you see?”

“Baby, nothing comes for free.”

Song: Are you Satisfied? by MARINA

Growing pains (bug kai one shot)

Tw: blood, body horror, body horror

Uhhh idk where in dragons rising this takes place so just plop it in whatever spot makes sense to you

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Kais middle name may as well be repression with how well he was keeping up apparenences. No one knew about his time in the land of monsters, no one even knew he’d been there.

But there were some.. side effects to his time there that couldn’t be shoved down.

Which is why when he began to feel that sharp pressure in his back he nearly leaped out of bed and snuck to the nearest bathroom, tearing his shirt off in hopes it wouldn’t get ruined. Pepping the first aid kit and as many bandages as he could find before crawling into the tub for easy clean up.

It did t take long for the pressure to become unbearable. He grabbed a clean was cloth and shoved it into his mouth. The fabric tasted awful but it was his best bet at keeping this all a secret

Kai gritted his teeth as it began, grasping and clawing at the edge of the tub. warm crimson dripped down his back filling the air with a metallic stench as a pair of forcipules tore their way though layers of fat, muscle, and skin. It took everything in him to bite down on cloth he’d grabbed and not scream his lungs out.

He didn’t want to wake anyone. Hell. He didn’t want anyone to know about this. Not yet. He wasn’t.. he wasn’t ready for that.

He’d rather suffer in silence then risk any of them finding out what had happened.. what he’d become

Kai gagged and gasped and the squelchy ripping sound coming from his waist, his mandibles extending and releasing the cloth. He reached for it, only to fall back into the tub as the twin to his new limb followed suit, causing the master of fire to writhe and squirm in pain, his vision going white as a scream tore its way through his throat despite his best efforts to keep this whole ordeal under wraps

His mind dizzied and body nearly imoblized by the pain he did the only thing he could think to do with his pityful rag just out of reach and not down on his hand to muffle what he could, praying to the first master that no one had heard him, or at least brushed it off when it seemingly stopped.

Kai whimpered against his wrist. Squeezing his eyes tight. Hoping this time he’d just wake up. It wouldn’t be real, he’d wake up and his body would be normal again.

He HATED this new.. form.

His torso being slightly elongated and segmented every few inches, with each section slowly gaining its own pair of forcibles. His mouth being able to just.. open like that. Having to be constantly awear of how he was holding his jaw so as not the let it just open like a tarp and let the cat out of the bag.

He already felt like a monster. He didn’t need everyone else seeing just how much of one he was becoming.

His eyes began to well up before soft knock on bathroom door shook him from his thoughts

“Is. Everything alright..?” Zane asked gently

Fuck.

Someone HAD heard

Kai took a deep breath. Unsure if he trusted his voice to stay stable with the throbbing in his back. “ I’m. Fine” he managed. “Leg cramp.” That. That was a reasonable excuse for screaming at what.. nearly 3 in the morning?

“Kai. I heard that scream. I can smell the blood from here. I know you are injured. Please let me help.. I am worried..”

Kai whimpered, his mind was starting to get hazy from the blood loss. He was in no condition to stop the bleeding himself let alone clean and bandage the wounds . at this rate if he didn’t accept help.. it wouldn’t end well

“Don’t. Freak out. Ok?” He gulped, trying to force himself to sit up only to wince and give up

“I promise not to freak out.” Zane assured him

Kai wasn’t sure if that was possible given how the tub and what remained of his pajamas were soaked in fresh blood and he was slowly turning into a fucking centipede person.

He let out a shakey breath “ok.”

The door knob turned slowly, the door creaked. Zane poked his head in, his eyes widening as he saw Kai “first master..”

Kai frowned, instinctively curling up in an attempt to hide himself “promised..” he said weakly

Zane’s expression softened, grabbing the first aid kit kai had prepared before kneeling in front of the tub “it’s going to be ok Kai.”

Kai nodded. Trying not to waste his energy on a response.

Zane quickly got to work, helping Kai shift positions so his back faced the former and allowed him to apply pressure to the wounds in an attempt to stop the bleeding.

Kai tried his best to stay still, but there was no pain like this. He flinched and squirmed from Zane’s hands dispite being so very gently. “Ive got you kai, yoh are going to be ok.”

Kai almost believed him.

Almost.

Sure he wasn’t going to die from blood loss now, but once one person knew it was only a matter of time before everyone in the monastery knew he’d become a fucked up creature .

Zane hummed softly, trying to calm the fire starter who’d started to cauterize his wounds as his powers manifested his anxiety into something more physical “almost done..” he said softly

Kai nodded. Not having the strength to give a verbal reply

Zane wrapped the bandages around kais torso. Trying to push the questions from his mind. Kai was in no state to answer them.. and the master of ice had a hunch he wouldn’t want to either way. “There.. now. Let’s get you to the infirmary. You likely need a transfusion with as much blood as you’ve lost..”

“Can’t.. move” Kai forced out

“You do not need to. Just, try to stay awake for me, ok?”

Kai nodded, and with that zane gently wrapped his arms around the shorter boy, taking great care to avoid touching his back, and carefully pick him up.

Dispite the pain he was in kai couldn’t help but lean into Zane. He was so tired of hidding it all.. maybe now.. that could come to an end..? It sort of had to. Didnt it

Zane carried the injured fire master to the infirmary, carefully setting him down in a way that was likely to cause the least amount of pain before quickly looking through their supplies to grab what he could.

Kai was pale, but not deathly so. He was going to be ok.. Zane had gotten there in time.. and thank the first master he did.

[I am not a medical professional so I am skipping the actual medical part, sorry folks it’s 3:30 am i am not researching it rn]

Zane melted into the chair next to Kai’s hospital bed with a sigh. His color was starting to return to normal and he seemed to be getting some of his strength back. “..I. Must admit I’m rather confused about what happened.”

Kai looked away from him, picking at the edge of his nails “it’s. Along story. I don’t think I have the energy to get into it..l

“Thats.. understandable..

“…are you going to tell the others…?”

“I.. I can’t lie to them about you being injured. But, if you want me to… avoid what your ..condition is..”

“No its. It’s fine.. but let me tell em.. please? Just. Cole, Lloyd, Nya, and pix. You’re the only ones that need to know right now.”

Zane nodded “of course. It is your choice kai.”

Kai gave a weak smile, “thanks tin can.”

OK so elemental masters have to be present to pass down their power right? So do you think that Ray and Maya passed down their powers as they were being kidnapped so that wouldn’t be left alone with nothing to defend themselves with? cause I’ll be thinking about that.

I'M CRYING THIS IS SO GOOD!!

What The Hell Were You Thinking?!

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Okay so, I was up till midnight writing this in my notes and I have decided to post it here. Enjoy and have a lovely day 😃

TW!!: Drowning and Vomiting

Context: Kai has Aquaphobia (Fear of drowning) and attempts to conquer his fears

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Kai stared deeply into his glistening reflection. The wavy, clear yet almost blue liquid almost taunting him. Mocking him in a loud silence type of way.

No one was around. It was just Kai and his own fear. The fear that has been dragging him backwards his whole life.

He wanted to change that. Kai was tired of feeling a sharp pain through his body. He wanted to end what seemed to feel like a never ending cycle of trauma.

  He turned away from the water and softly closed his eyes. Kai felt unsteady and absolutely terrified, yet he desperately desired for these feelings to subside afterwards. As long as he pushed himself, he would overcome it, right?

  After taking in a deep breath, Kai leaned himself back, letting the gravity grasp ahold of him and yank him down. His muscles tightened as he braced for the cold feeling that was now embracing him and pulling him deeper and deeper.

  Kai felt his surroundings becoming denser. Flashing images replayed in his mind. Kai had no idea where they were from but he could never get rid of them. He began to moves his arms in attempt to pull himself back up to the surface. The pressure on his chest increased by the seconds. It was getting harder and harder to hold in his breath.

  Kai's movements became more desperate as he thrashed his arms around, but had no avail. He struggled to hold onto the oxygen he had intake before. His mouth gaped open, releasing the tightness upon his chest. The sensation of slight relief was immediately replaced with a burning feeling as Kai's lungs began to fill with water.

  Kai was nearly on the verge of unconsciousness. Just as his surroundings seemed to be fading away around him, it sounded as if there was a plunge in a far distance. Then it all vanished.

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  Everything was very sudden. A huge shock of life hit Kai abruptly. Kai jolted up with an aggressive force and hurled up an excessive amount of water. The area around himself seemed very hazy and fuzzy.

  A firm hand gently pushed down on Kai's shoulder, softly forcing him to lay back down. Kai slowly gazed up at the figure that peered down over him as his vision slowly cleared up.

  "What the hell were you thinking?!" The voice became louder and started to match the face that appeared in view clearer.

  Shit. It was Cole.

  Kai fumbled with finding the right words. "I...don't know," he gasped for air. Man was his lungs on fire. "I thought maybe.."

  "Maybe what?!" Cole cut him off, "That you were going to risk losing your own life??"

  "No," Kai managed to steady his own breathing, "maybe I wouldn't be..so scared anymore."

  Cole stared into Kai's auburn eyes. Kai took notice of Cole's expression now that he could see him clearly. Cole was not irritated or angry at all. He was more distressed than anything. Kai also became aware of Cole's hand that was holding his own hand ontop of his abdomen. Cole's thumb gently grazed small circles on the back of Kai's hand. Was it to sooth Kai or himself? Maybe it was to sooth both of them.

  "I am okay now, Cole." Kai reassured as he gently squeezed Cole's hand.

  Cole hummed slightly. "Yeah. You're just lucky I left lunch to come look for your dumb ass."

  Kai weakly chuckled. He felt too tired to move or even react as vibrant as he usually does. He needed a nap.

  Cole laid besides Kai, starring up towards the ceiling. "Y'know, there's better ways of getting over your fears than almost drowning yourself."

  "Haha, very funny." Kai rolled his eyes.

  "I'm serious." Cole looked at Kai again. Taking in all his features and appearance. "If you really want help getting over this fear of yours, I wouldn't mind helping you."

  Kai slowly made eye contact with Cole. For a moment, they both felt a strong tingle, almost a shock, between each other. "You mean it?"

  "Of course." Cole had a soft smile.

  Kai returned the smile back to Cole. "Thank you Cole. But for right now, can we just lay here?"

  Cole chuckled. Kai felt his stomach turn with butterflies hearing his laugh.

  "I don't mind staying here one bit."

  "Good. Cus' I don't mind either."