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So huh basically I was thinking about who will be taken in the port mafia. And I know it may sound weird or anything but this can be Ranpo. I know that he will refuse working with the port mafia, but Fukuzawa never said "Don't take Ranpo". Mori has the right to take Ranpo away, and Fukuzawa couldn't have a word to say, and since Ranpo obey to what Fukuzawa told him (most of the times…)
First, Ranpo is the pillar of the agency, one of the main reasons why it is still standing. The mafia is the enemy of the ADA, what could be better than taking the pillar and the very reason for its success for yourself ? Firstly, his intelligence can be used in the mafia, but also his experience in the ADA. He was the first person to work there with Fukuzawa. The mafia may also very well threaten Ranpo to cooperate (like threatening to harm Yosano, Fukuzawa or anyone). This will be destabilizing for the ADA, and will only help the situation of the mafia.
Those are my 3 AM thoughts…
What was i on?!?!?
Translation: zom-b apocalyps but with ostriches
i need to study. i need to write. i need to translate. i need to create. i need to sing. i need to dance. i need to pour my heart and soul into something. i need to listen. i need to see. i need to make. i need to bake. i need to hear. i need to feel. i need to let it all out until i become.
Random 3am thought
If Albedo eats chalk is it cannibalism?
sooo >:3
I was up last night, thinking of something and then it came it me
Melone...Legally Blonde version!
I always seen people had the headcanon that Melone was a college student before the La squadra sooo
Why not?
Melone would be the men that would stand out in his human anonymity class with his custom purple or just graphite apple clamshell laptop while sipping on his drink that he was able to get cause he came to class early :3
Idk if he'll have a purse dog but I believe that would be Baby Face in this au.
He would like Y2K gem play boy room in every shade of purple. A pretty bed canopy in black. I can't decide whether it would go like the movie as in he breaks up with someone (cough cough Ghiaccio?) for some dumb reason or he is already in college.
Idk if I would add the other characters from golden wind but I'll definitely sit on it for sure cause it would be a fun little au to definitely make
Leaning towards the side of putting Melone in a Sorority house, he would be a great Sorority girly in my opinion.
Anyways, I'm definitely going to draw it >:3
even the color of the sky influences the mood -
lisa told me that its not possible to live in a world with no influence at all -
i knew she was right the second she finished her sentence
the mood took me to this conflict of mine & today i know i shouldnt be surprised about peoples power - people talk & influence other people that will also influence other people etc etc etc
why did this confuse me back then?
when even the sound of the wind makes us feel things?
why did it confuse me when even the sound of the rain is heard?
it confused me although the white skies could change my whole mood-
today i know how i act in this world influences others
i say things and they get repeated
i have silent admirers because admirers are always silent
just like i am when i admire someone
the question that remains is whether it is lack of courage, shyness, jealousy or pride that makes us stay silent
lack of courage often is rewritten as pride - just to make it easier for the ego to understand
im hating my nightdreams, not fulfilling my needs i cant control the action, nor their reaction cant deal being powerless, everythings moving so fast and i just want to wake up
The fate of love keeps my wait warm, knowing that I will find you, love you, and show this world that deep within me, there was always love waiting to break free.
Being a woman is fucking wild man, like one second you’re hating the way women are described in books written by men and the next second you’re looking down and realizing Damn my breasts do be boobing boobily
Mert végülis minden zenében kell lennie egy bizonyos sornak…
A legönzetlenebb szerelem az az, amikor hagyod, hogy a szerelmed szerelmes legyen valaki másba.
Mikor itt vagy tőlem 10 centire, a torkomban dobog a szívem.
Az ajkunk úgy passzol egymáshoz, mint a kirakós két darabja.
Amikor rád nézek látom azt, ami soha nem lehet az enyém..
A szerelem zuhanás, landolás nélkül.
Azt mondta nem bántana, fizikailag nem, de lelkileg már holtra vert.
Néha csak épp annyira hiányzott, hogy teljesen tönkretett.
Még hajnali háromkor is, félálomban, képes volt érzelmek ezreit elindítani bennem.
i feel like i don't really know what love is
like all the time i searched for it and craved it in every girl that was nice to me or even wasn't but now after i watched this movie i don't think i know what love means. it seems so unconditional and pure and i always thought that i know what love is and what it feels like and that i've been in love with people even if they didn't share the same. i look at my brother and his girlfriend and i see such purity and unconditional love in their eyes. but when i think back i don't know if i ever really felt that for a person. all the "love" i felt for people always had a mildy fear of pain. the fear that they don't love me back and if i act like that now that they won't like me anymore and i lose them. and in fact it mostly ended like that everytime. people get so sick of me and seem to forgot me quickly that i already had forgotten me. i think love will come but i don't know if i'm capable to really feel it or if i'm really getting irritated then. love is such a complex emotion. i always thought i had it but now i don't know if my feelings will ever got over the "you're my crush please notice me" phase. or is this already the love everyone is talking about because it sure doesn't feel like it.
actually i should go to sleep i'm really tired and i propably just think to much into it right now and tomorrow i will wake up and think what have i written yesterday? and the thought will fade away like real love does
or does it?
3:41 AM
Hello may I request a Dr Pantasmo x reader that is constantly sleepy and doesn't care that much about anything even in extremely dangerous situations just wanting to sleep despite being an total insomniac so not really getting that much sleep in the first place (𝘵𝘰𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘱 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥𝘶𝘭𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵/sar) bonus if they always carry a pillow or giant plush only if you want
One Phantasmo x reader coming right up~!
Dr. Phantasmo with a sleepyhead darling:
You two have first met when you were taking a nap against the walls outside of Phantasmo’s mansion and he thought you were being way too cheeky for your own good: he grabbed you by your collar of your shirt and started interrogating you:
Phantasmo: what do you think you are doing sleeping on my territory? Weren’t you warned about who i am and how dangerous i can be?
But all you have replied back to him was snoring… he was starting to get really impatient with you until he had the idea of taking advantage of you, and when i mean by taking advantage of you, i mean by him turning you into one of his experiments~ (T-oby didn’t let him do that though)
So, without much to do, Phantasmo could only wait until you woke up so he could try again interrogating you again
When you woke up, you drowsily looked around you and noticed you were sleeping on a double bed… and right beside you was the doctor himself: Phantasmo, looking at you curiously with a smug smile on his face. You couldn’t care less about him and was about to go back to sleep when he rudely shook you so you couldn’t sleep. You looked at him angrily tired asf and asked what the hell he wanted
Ohoho, you were being reaaaally bold with him, you really were pushing his buttons but also… intriguing him…? Like, he never saw someone who wasn’t afraid of him, maybe it could be your sleepiness that was making you unafraid of him but still… you were intriguing him nonetheless
He asked you again why were you sleeping near his mansion and if you haven’t heard about him, you rubbed your eyes sleepily and said because you wanted to be noticed by him and because you just thought it would be nice sleeping with him if you succeeded in getting his attention
That… certainly took out a reaction from him… he started blushing and asking you why on earth you wanted to sleep with him. You shrugged and said that you wanted to be his romantic partner…
He… looked at you with a “are you serious?” face, you certainly were joking… right? He was surprised at how straightforward you were even despite your sleepiness…
He then quickly shook his head, trying to compose himself and gave you a malicious grin and asked you what you would be offering to him if he accepted you as his romantic partner. You thought about it for not too long and said you could give him emotional support and the best hugs
He stayed in silence for 10 minutes until he burst out laughing at you: that was all you could offer him? He thought that was pathetic, amusingly pathetic~ buuuuut… he supposed that YOU needed his support instead and so he “”humbly”” offered to take care of you
And so, the more you started to spend time with him, the more he would grow worried about your sleepiness. He would ask T-oby to run some tests to see if your sleepiness was because of lack of vitamins, depression or low blood pressure. Turns out that it’s just you who are a very, VERY sleepy person: no depression, no lack of vitamins, no low blood pressure. Just you being a sleepyhead :p
He was relieved, you see, under all this “big talk” of his and how he’s only doing this because he was only bored, you could see through distances that he actually cares about you and he started to grow more fond of you :’3
He would always demand to snuggle with you, he just loves your warmth. Since he’s a ghost, he always feels cold. And he HATES feeling cold. So, he loves to snuggle and wrap his ghost tail around your body to warm himself 🤭
Would buy you the most expensive and comfortable pillows, blankets, body pillows and big plushies just so you can sleep even better and comfortably
Usually he wasn’t the type of guy who would get too much sleep (hell, he would barely get any because of his stubbornness of “sleep is for the weak” mindset), but, after meeting you, he would literally invent any excuse just so he could sleep with his darling~
Although he would also try to motivate you to practice exercises so you wouldn’t sleep too much
When he doesn’t feel like sleeping, he just admires you while you’re sleeping. Even caressing your face gently while smiling warmly at you~
He would give you a sermon though if you slept close to somewhere dangerous or fall asleep in the middle of a train track, you need to be more careful! >:T
Aaaaand that’s all folks… i’m getting tired myself here hehehe… (it’s freaking 3 am bro)
Eyyy guess what sweethearts? It’s rambling time! >:)
(And also at 3 am as i am writing this hahaha…🥲)
So, so, HEAR. ME. OUT. OKAY?
I had some ideas for some fanfics and “fake” movie posters drawings… but mostly ideas for some AUs that i was thinking about lately…
Here’s the first one: Rio and Chicken run: dawn of the nuggets swap AU… i know, i know, you may be wondering “WHAAA? Honey mochi, are you serious?” And yes: yes i am DEAD serious! C’mon think about it: I’ll even write a small synopsis of how the events of both films would work out:
“In a world where exotic animal trafficking doesn’t exist but on the other hand is encouraged exotic animal sale for consumption, there’s a captivity located in Brazil where: two blue macaws; a red-crested cardinal; a yellow canary and a toucan are planning the greatest escape and a revolution to free all birds from humans from becoming nuggets!” (Also we would have a Brazilian Mrs. Tweedy! :D nah just kidding, she would still be British but like… she would live in Brazil, lol)
“In a world where the meat are becoming more and more scarce, humans have decided to stock the remaining animals to forcefully reproduce them to mass cloning them… and, when a certain British hen has to come to Brazil to reproduce with a North American rooster… well… let’s just say that things sure do happen! :)”
Now here’s the second one: human borrower AU
You may be asking: “and what would it be the human borrower AU?” And i’ll gladly answer your question! :D
The human borrower AU would be chicken run but with a small difference: the chickens would be tiny humans that are “delicacies” for the bigger humans.
Here’s a synopsis: “in a world where the normal is to capture; stock and trade borrowers for consumption, it is hell for the little humans. And, when a certain ginger borrower decided she had enough of this life, she, alongside with other borrowers, is making a plan to get all the borrowers out of the farm…” (Also, instead of a borrower, Rocky would be a “normal” human. So you can already imagine the shenanigans hahahaha!)
(It would be basically be the plot of both chicken run’s movies but with tiny people instead of chickens)
