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I'm trying to continue writing the draft which is basically a remake of the intro to my main bnha dr, but every time I come online and try to write something down I'm just unable to do so. I've been thinking about what happened the last time I tried to shift to that dr, it happened about a week ago I think.
Basically I was lying in bed, visualising my dr bedroom and eventually I fell asleep. When I woke up I was still here, but it was pretty early in the morning (around 3am if I remember correctly), so I began my lazy method again.
While I was visualising I felt something- and it wasn't pleasant at all.
Basically when I do my lazy method I just imagine that I'm my dr self and I'm laying in bed in my dr bedroom. But that can get kinda boring so, since I scripted that eventually Kurogiri will come into my room to wake me up, I prefer to imagine the same thing but Kurogiri is already there. I don't know why, it helps me concentrate more for some reason. Usually when I'm particularly sleepy and cozy I can't help myself but think about him sitting at the edge of my bed and running his hand through my hair (words cannot describe how much I like that- it's an amazing feeling- it makes me feel so cozy and lovedššš»š)
So now you might be thinking "did you actually feel his hand on your head while you were trying to shift?"
Unfortunately no- I really wish that was it, but it wasn't.
I was doing my method, like usual, and suddenly I felt a hand touching the left side of my body on top of my blanket. It basically tapped my body from my hip to my shoulder and then once on my mouth which was covered by the blanket. When I tell you I was TERRIFIED it's an understatement- I literally thought someone was in the house. My first reaction was to pretend to be asleep and my heart was RACING. Eventually I said fuck it and did a reality check (pinched my nose and tried to breathe) just to make sure I wasn't dreaming.
The worst part is that it wasn't just a feeling, I literally perceived a hand- specifically a left hand (don't ask me why a left hand, but when that happened I could only picture a left hand for some reason).
Kurogiri would NEVER touch me like that, NEVER!!
So I know for a fact that wasn't him and I wasn't feeling something from my dr. I know I probably was just half asleep and feeling weird shit, but it's not the first time I wake up in the middle of the night and go back to sleep feeling like that AND THAT NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE- and coincidentally it happened right while I was doing my method.
I don't know, but whenever I think back to it, and I try to connect it to my dr for some reason (the reason being I'm delusional), I can only think of All For One- HAVE I EVER TOLD YOU GUYS ABOUT HOW MUCH I HATE THIS MAN? THE SHEER HATRED I FEEL FOR THIS POOR EXCUSE OF A HUMAN BEING IS ONE OF THE MANY THINGS THAT MOTIVATE ME TO SHIFT TO MY MAN BNHA DR- I GENUINELY CANNOT WAIT FOR HIS DEATH, WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW HAPPY I WILL BE ONCE THAT HAPPENS-
So yeah, I'm kinda going insane for what happened and now my hatred for All For One has reached a new level- can't believe my dr self will (temporary, thank fuck-) think of this man as a saviour and some kind of role model and shit-
I don't know why the hate I feel for him motivates me to shift, but it's so funny because whenever something bad yet silly happens in the cr I just pretend that's him trying to sabotage me and I'm like "bitch ass motherfucker that's not gonna work, I'm shifting and kicking your fucking assšŖš»š¼"
All For One I hope you shit your pants and have a horrible day overall!!!šš„°š
I'm actually tweaking right now-
I MIGHT HAVE ALMOST SHIFTED LAST NIGHT-
Let me tell you what happened-
And even if I wasn't actually about to shift then I'm going to be delusional because I said so and because it'd be so fucking motivating-
So I went to bed like usual and I started doing my 'lazy method', how I like to call it. Basically I just get comfy in bed and I imagine being in my dr, specifically where I scripted I'll be the first time I shift (for my main bnha reality it'd be my bedroom). Before I actually tell you what happened, it's important for you to know a little bit about my cr and dr bedrooms.
When I'm laying in my cr bed there's a wall on my right (assuming I'm laying on my back). A part of the door to my room is 'blurred glass'- I don't know how it's called, I'm sorry- and you can still see some light coming in, despite the fact there's some kind of curtain over it.
On the other hand, my dr bed has a wall on the left instead of the right. Also the room is pitch black when the door is closed and the light is turned off (also there are no windows).
So what happened? I was in bed, visualising my dr when suddenly I felt like opening my eyes. I don't remember why I wanted to do that, but note that in my script I wrote that my eyes open automatically once I'm there. When I opened my eyes they physically felt weird and at first it was pitch black, but then it immediately went back to looking exactly like my cr bedroom (I could see thanks to the light coming from the kitchen opposite my door). When that happened my heart was beating like crazy, like when you feel that falling sensation but without the falling sensation, if that makes sense. I don't know how to explain it, but I felt like I didn't 'perceive' my surroundings. I didn't 'feel' the wall on my right, but I didn't feel one on my left either, like it'd be in my dr. I didn't feel my blankets or the general shape of the room or anything else really. And my first thought was 'I'm shifting'.
Yesterday I didn't think about it that much because I was super tired, but when I woke up this morning I FLIPPED!!
So yeah, I'm tweaking right now, I'm about to spontaneously combust :)
I AM GOINGTO SHIFT TONIGHT
IM GOJNG TO SHIFT AND GET CUDDLED BY SHINSO IN HIS HOODIE AS WE WATCH NETFLIX AND SNACK ON CHIPS AS WE PET MY CAT
AND IM GOING TO BOOP HIS NOSE AND RUN MY HANDS THROUGH HIS HAIR AND GIVE HIM FORHEAD KISSES š”š”š”
WERE GOING TO NERD OUT WHILE WATCHING AGENTS OF SHIELD
AHHHH
I AM GOING TO SHIFT!!!!
What if I tried shifting to another universe where I go to a BTS concert and Iām the soulmate of OT7 instead of mha? šš idk i also feel like getting fucking tailed tonight idk
Weāll see how it goes, I might just fall asleep like a loser lol
Hey guysā¦
No seriously how do I remember my intentions to shift in a lucid dream yall š
Question:
Ok so Iāve been lucid dreaming my whole life, well before I learned of shifting or even before I started exploring my spirituality. It comes quite easy for me to do. BUT! My mind is so chaotic I have so many thoughts at once, and that chaos definitely shows up in my dreams and sometimes I think because of it I have had a hard time in the past grounding myself in a dream and being able to focus (and remember) my intentionsā¦
So if anyone has any tips for remembering your intentions when you become lucid and grounding yourself along with properly shifting while in lucid dream (I have tried many times but usually end up waking up, or ending up in a another dream that I have shifted) I would be really grateful !!!
Why do I keep dreaming about shifting/dreaming that Iāve shifted?????
(I want to make it clear Iām not coming here to rant about not being able to shift)
Shifting diary entry (and asking for help/advice) #5
Iāve had many different relationships when it comes to shifting, a lot of them being really toxic and bad. I used to be so obsessed with shifting (in the worst way possible tbh) it was damaging my mental and physical well being. I mean⦠I learned a way to escape this life as a teenager already dealing with mental health issues along with toxic parents and other life issues, I am absolutely grateful to have learned about shifting but I understand why my younger self took things a bad way. All I used to do was live and breathe shifting, itās all I thought about and did. I would attempt multiple times a day and sometimes end up in depressive episodes due to still being in a reality I hated. Obviously this led me to neglect my self and the relationships and responsibilities I had here. My baby sister noticed all these things and really helped me get back on a healthier path.
Now I can say I have the best relationship Iāve ever had with shifting. It is not unhealthy, and I have a lot of new perspectives I have on shifting that my younger self didnāt. Despite still living in a toxic environment, and having issues here, Iāve found a way to balance shifting and this life.
Buuuttt⦠recently (as Iāve said in a previous diary entry) I have decided to put my focus on a new reality. And it has been a lot of fun. Iāve never really tried to actually focus on going to another DR that hasnāt been my better CR DR. Iāve always daydreamed and made scripts for other realities but Iāve rarely ever tried to go to them, and if I have it was like one attempt and back to my better CR DR.
But this one is sticking around! I feel really connected to this reality and something is making me want to continue.
I attempted to go there last night, I did not have an idea for what I would do to get there (Iāve been putting a lot less emphasis on the āmethodā bc it doesnāt matter what I do to get there. This was something Iāve struggled with in the past). I felt super confident but I still woke up here.
It has been a very long time since Iāve felt sad from a shifting attempt. Iāve been trying to go to my better CR DR for so long that eventually shifting there just felt kinda forced and monotonous. (A reasons why I changed my focus) So it felt odd today feeling so sad not being there.
I also want to point out that I understand the kind of language Iām using in this post, I know I can ignore the 3D and accept that my desires have been fulfilled, that I actually did shift, etc⦠but I did wake up and feel these things and Iām just not sure how to navigate things like this in a healthy way.
So if anyone has advice to give please give it Iām all ears to hear others perspectives and advice when it comes to shifting, and today Iām feeling a little down.
Today I decided to meditate and attempt to enter the void state. I honestly didnāt have a clear picture on what I was going to do, I just laid there tbh.
I kept falling asleep and then waking back up abruptly with my heart pounding (annoying but itās ok). And I just kept thinking I should persist, it doesnāt matter, my body is asleep anyways letās continue.
And I did, annnnddd I kept falling asleep waking up. Until at one point I think I was asleep, I wasnāt in the void state but Iām not sure if I was in a deep meditative state or asleep, BUT I just randomly started to affirm āIām in my waiting room, Iām in my waiting roomā and I immediately started see a bright light (but as if my eyes were closed ?). I also want to make clear I know that most shifting āsymptomsā are just your body falling asleep, and you they donāt really mean anything in terms of success. But, my body was already asleep and even if it wasnāt idk what a bright light has to do with my body falling asleep.
Anyways, the light thing kept happening and I kept persisting in my affirmations. And for reference I was meditating on my back, but I kept feeling like I was being pulled and turned on my right. I also kept seeing visions of my waiting room in perspectives Iāve never really visualized it from. My heart was pounding I felt like I was flying and it was pretty overwhelming.
In the middle of this part I had a brief thought of something like āoh what if I actually wake up there?ā And then had some slight panic but let it go. Iām not sure what that was about because in my whole journey Iāve never been scared of shiftingā¦
Eventually I got way too overwhelmed with what I was experiencing and āwoke upā. But the thing is Iāve experienced things like this multiple times before and Iād always wake up feeling sad and angry about me not persisting, and it would usually be a whole thing. But today when I snapped out of it I donāt feel that at all, if anything I feel happy and excited. Ik no matter what I will end up where I want to be and this just motivated me more seeing those detailed visions and being pulled.
Iām so grateful and lucky that I know about shifting! .š„ Ż Ė ā¦ ā§āĖ ā .š„ Ż Ė ā¦ ā§
I never even questioned my gender or anything but I feel like I need to shift to a reality where I'm a boy in 2000s at least once
I seen posts from people frustrated or even ready to give up on shifting. Theyāve tried every method, affirmation, or technique, yet nothing seems to work. At the same time, they see others sharing stories about shifting on accident, and it makes them wonder āWhatās wrong with me? Why canāt I shift when Iām putting in so much effort?ā
First of all, thereās nothing wrong with you. Shifting is a deeply personal experience, and everyoneās journey is different.
SO WHY DO PEOPLE SHIFT ON ACCIDENT?
(my opinion)
Most people who shift accidentally are able to let go naturally, without even realizing it. Letting go, in simple terms, means completely forgetting about the act of shifting itself.
Think about it this way: when youāre doing a method or affirming, youāre reminding yourself that youāre still in your CR. Even if youāre saying, āIām shifting,ā youāre acknowledging that thereās a process happening and that youāre waiting for the shift to occur. This creates a sense of separation between you and your DR. Itās like saying, āIām almost there,ā rather than, āIām already there.ā
What often happens with people who shift on accident, they immerse themselves in their DR, they stop perceiving a āprocessā of shiftingāthey just exist in that reality.
First thing we need to learn even tho this is really common evidence:
Trust Yourself: The more you believe you can shift, the less youāll feel the need to control every part of the process.
What immersing yourself in your DR is?
Anything you want, no limits. Scenarios, going through a day in your DR, thinking about your s/o, thinking about your studies, your job, making outfits, thinking about dates with your s/o, hang outs with your friend group, texting, praising people in your DR, doing your make up in your DR.
Of course you can just think about your DR if you are not good with imagination.
The biggest takeaway here is that shifting isnāt about tryingāitās about being. When you let go of the idea of shifting as something you have to āachieveā and simply allow yourself to exist in your DR.
So donāt be discouraged if youāre struggling. Take a step back, relax, and allow yourself to enjoy the journey without putting so much pressure on yourself. Youāre closer than you think.
Me writing my script:
Why are you afraid of shifting and how is it stopping you from success
This post is all about finding what are your struggles with shifting and fear and how to overcome it
Why This Happens
1. Fear of the Unknown: Shifting involves stepping into a completely new reality, and the mind can find that overwhelming. Even though you consciously want to shift, your mind might be resisting because itās unsure what will happen or how you'll feel after the shift. (Your mind can't stop you from shifting but it helpful to overcome this)
2. Fear of Failure: While youāve maybe built a mindset that "shifting is easy," there might still be a lingering fear of what happens if it doesnāt work. This can lead to procrastination as a way to avoid facing potential disappointment.
3. Attachment to Your Current Reality: Even if you consciously want to let go of this reality, your mind might still hold on to certain attachments, routines, or responsibilities, making it harder to fully release and surrender.
4. Perfectionism: You might feel that the conditions for shifting need to be "perfect" (e.g., the right time, mood, or setting). This can cause you to delay the attempt, thinking, "Iāll do it tomorrow when I feel more ready."
5. Energy Imbalance: Mental and emotional energy play a big role in shifting. If you're mentally drained from school/job or other activities, it can be harder to find the focus and motivation to try.
Advice to Overcome This
1. Address the Fear Directly:
Take a moment to reflect on why you might feel scared. Is it fear of failure, success, or the unknown? Journaling about these feelings can help bring clarity and reduce their intensity.
Remind yourself that shifting is safe and that youāre always in control. You can come back to your current reality whenever you choose.
2. Break the Cycle of Procrastination:
Commit to small steps instead of aiming for the perfect shifting session. For example, one night, just focus on relaxing and visualizing your desired reality for 5-10 minutes without the pressure of fully shifting.
Set a consistent time for your shifting practice, even if itās only 15 minutes a day.
3. Ease Into Letting Go:
Practice mindfulness or meditation to train your mind to release attachment to this reality. Grounding yourself in the present moment can make it easier to let go when the time comes.
Try visualization exercises throughout the day. Imagine yourself briefly in your desired reality during small breaks, which can make the idea of shifting feel more familiar and less daunting.
4. Shift Your Perspective on "Failure":
Remember, every attempt is progress. Each time builds your connection to your desired reality and strengthens your mental state.
Celebrate small wins, like getting into a relaxed state or feeling closer to your desired reality, instead of only focusing on whether you shifted.
5. Create a Comforting Routine:
Build a ritual around your shifting attempts that feels calming and enjoyable. For example, use soothing music, light candles, or repeat affirmations that help you feel safe and confident.
Use self-reassurance phrases like, āI am in control, and shifting will happen at the right time for me.ā
6. Reframe "Itās Too Late" Thoughts:
Remind yourself that thereās no "right" time to shift. You can attempt shifting whenever you feel ready, whether itās day or night.
Think of shifting as a natural, ongoing process rather than a single, all-or-nothing event. This can help reduce pressure and make it feel more approachable.
Letting Go of the Pressure
It's helpful to approach shifting with curiosity and excitement rather than pressure. The more you view it as a natural and fluid process, the easier it can become to allow yourself to fully engage. Instead of thinking, "I have to shift tonight," try shifting your mindset to, "Iām exploring this tonight, and whatever happens is okay."
Mantra to Try
When you feel scared or hesitant, try repeating: "I trust the process. I am safe, I am ready, and I am capable of shifting when the time is right."
A little remember that it most important to find what works for you.
How you are applying logic to shifting and why you should stop it
1. Doubting the Process:
Thinking, "This can't work because it's not scientifically proven."
2. Overthinking Methods:
Debating which method is "best" or trying to analyze why certain methods work/ don't work.
3. Expecting Immediate Results:
Thinking, "If I donāt shift in X amount of time, itās not real."
Focus on enjoying the outcome rather than the process.
4. Analyzing Your Feelings Too Much:
Thinking, "Am I feeling detached enough? Did I do the visualization correctly?"
Trust your intuition. If you feel ready or connected, thatās enough. And even if you don't as long as you want it, it enough.
5. Questioning Your Signs:
Seeing signs or synchronicities and thinking, "Is this just coincidence?"
Trust that the universe communicates in unique ways. Accept signs without overanalyzing their meaning. Coincidences don't exist.
Approach shifting with the openness.
Focus on Feelings, Not Thoughts:
Ground yourself in emotions or sensations instead of analyzing your thoughts. For example, focus on the excitement or calm you feel about your desired reality.
Use Affirmation
Repeat phrases like, "I trust the process," or "Shifting is natural for me." This helps quiet doubts.
Meditate or Use Flow States:
Meditation can help you let go of overthinking. Activities that put you in a flow stateālike drawing, daydreaming, or listening to musicācan also help.
By practicing these techniques, you'll probably gradually get yourself to let go of logic and embrace the intuitive side of shifting.
What made me post this lmao
Don't believe stuff like "it takes time/effort to shift" because what you are doing is affirming it. You can shift in a second and even less. Don't doubt it.
The thing I needed to understand the most with reality shifting is that I'm not trying to get to my dr, im already there so I should just enjoy being there.
If you can't shift for yourself, shift for
Shift for your s/os
Shift for every opportunity you can have
Shift for limitlessness happiest
Shift for you dream life
Shift for your dream family
Shift for you friends
Shift for experiences you can never have here
Shift for unlimited knowledge
Shift for unlimited love you can find at every corner of the universe
Shift to show yourself it possible
Shift to find parts of yourself you didn't even known could exist
A good reminder is that you are not what makes you shift, which also means you can't fail at it. You can create a experience of a failure but it not real. What makes you shift is your consciousness and your subconscious is not your enemy, actually it your cheerleader. It supports you unconditionally and it supports you so much that it will give you a experience of a failure. So don't worry relax and go shift
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